Today I realised how much my compliancy has affected people I love. Disappointment aside, mental issues and beg and borrowing and worst; me as a lost investment in life.
My compliancy for more than 3 years is now taxing their love and care. Why am I still be complacent? My honest answer to is; I think it will work out eventually. Without any action and intent; compliancy has taken to driver seat and procrastination as a passenger.
A personal vow - No longer will I taken their love and care and my privilege for granted. My actions have consequences and those I have seen; but will not be turn a blind eye to it anymore . I risk losing them and control in my life.
ASH I plead with you PLEASE TAKE TODAY'S EPISODE AS A FINAL CALL BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE.
