Fate: Why Me? | Park Sunghoon

Chapter 30

" She doesn't love him anymore"

" Sunghoon should sign the papers"

Next day

Sunghoon was sitting in front on the papers.
Mrs park was crying and Sunghoon too.

Jimin patted his head " It's ok , you will find someone better "

Jennie" This was not meant to be anyways "

Sunghoon: B-but she loved me and we were meant to be together

His eyes were red and puffy ...

Jimin : Yes, she loved you but not now .

Sunghoon: N-no

Jennie: You both have suffered a lot but couldn't be each other's comfort... Sunghoon? U weren't meant to be for each other.

Sunghoon nodded.
His fingers were shivering and a drop of tear falls on the paper .

Y/n has already signed it and now if he does sign , it will be over for both of them.

Fate is playing really well right.
First, getting them together.
Falling in love , quarelling, hurting , depression then the game is over now.

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Y/n was in a call with Hyunjin and yeji .

On call
Y/n: I want to drop from CEO position...now that we are the top one here ...

Hyunjin: Why?

Y/n: I just can't

Yeji : The rumour is going well

Y/n: hmm .. it was not intentional though .

The internet was only talking about y/n and Heeseung... There was no hype about Helena .
So it was what y/n wanted ... She was contended now .

Yeji: Where do u wanna go with him?

Y/n: I have divorced him ... I don't think I will be able to stay here

Hyunjin: What ?!

Y/n: It's true ... I am going far from here ...

Hyunjin: Be happy there ok? We will appoint someone to handle CEO position....

Yeji: Dad won't be happy listening to your decision

Y/n: He would never want me to be sad right? He won't ever want me crying right?

Yeji: I also want you happy...baby .. be safe

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It didn't take time for Jennie to know that y/n had dropped from the position.
A new CEO was appointed.

She told this to Jimin but they decided not to tell anything to Sunghoon.

Jennie tried to call her but y/n wasn't picking up .
" Maybe she is in her house sleeping "

Jimin : Have you called her siblings? They can give information right?

Jennie: I have already done calling them but they only told me that new CEO will be appointed named Jung Hoseok. They are not giving me any information about her .

Jimin: So y/n told them about divorce already.

Jennie: I never expected this

Jimin : Hmm...

A month later Lisa also came to know about the new CEO and y/n 's divorce.

Comparing the past , now it is much worse .

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Y/n was in her flight to jeju .
" It is my fate and i need to accept it "

It is what she says to herself.... trying to be alive in this world .

"You would never understand my pain.
And now maybe you have forgotten me, Sunghoon."

"And my girl Jennie, I will miss you ."

"The time we have spent maybe was the reason I understood that we weren't meant to be together."

"I hope you will be happy and don't have to tolerate my temper anymore.
I am trying to forget everything, I am trying to forget that you were my first love ...."

" I believe I did the right thing even though I need you in every moment of my life ."

" It will be hard for me to not remember you , darling I am trying my best."

"Now everyone will start hating me after knowing I have left YG for personal reasons....it hurts but it's ok "

Y/n was talking to herself all the way .... The pain she is holding barely pains now.

Her wish was to see Jennie 's baby but that was not in her fate also.

And it was her fate that whoever she loves always goes away from her...

Reaching jeju , she went to buy an apartment for her .
She decided to stay there for her life without anyone finding her ...

Because people, they don't really know you .
They will judge you without even understanding you , it's better to be alone.

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"Everytime I swear it's over , it makes me want you even more"

Y/n was lying on her bed lifeless.
She had no purpose in her life and she was no longer ambitious like before .
She missed her old self who was jolly and ambitious.

She shouts in the sound proof room
" FUCK YOU Y/N"

" What have you done to yourself? Does it even worth it ?"
She asked herself...

" Yes , I love him , i fucking love him , i fucking do .... "

She was afraid of Sunghoon not loving her anymore. The events that happened made her feel afraid of losing one .

So she decided to go away from him, so that she doesn't have to lose him anymore.

" My love , I hope you get someone else ... I will always support you from here... Hoping for a good news "
Tears roll down her cheeks making the bed wet .

" you know? It hurts to say this but I am ok and i am fine...."
" I can't stand this , i can't stand the view of you and another girl ....but all I will hope is you find a better one who l-loves you more .... And takes c-care of you ..."

She was crying heavily and looking at the picture of him in her mobile...

She now realised how badly she missed him and his presence...