I was startled by the door opening .
I.N peaked checking if I was probably awake.
"Finally your awake!"
He sighed in relief.
"Why am I here..?"
I asked, cocking an eyebrow.
"You fainted.. I had to make an excuse letter for you .. you owe me bish."
He said, rolling his eyes.
"And who's Felix that you were talking about.."
He asked.. closing the door that was wide open.
A tear dropped after hearing that angelic name.. I then saw a picture of him in my vision.
I shook my head trying to make it disappear from my sight..
"Shh... Don't cry.. If you don't want to talk about him, it's fine.. you can tell me when you get more comfortable.."
He said, rubbing circles on my back.
"F-Fe-lix w-was m-my bo-b-boyfriend.."
I said, between hiccups.
"H-he was your WHAT??!?"
He said, supprised..
"I totally forgot to tell him I was dating someone .."
I thought, sighing loudly.
"YOU NEVER SAID YOU WERE WITH SOMEONE!????!???!"
He exclaimed, with and "O" face.
I then started tearing up again, remembering me and Felix's memories..
I miss him already...
Oh how i wish I could've explained things to him..
"I'm going..."
I said to Jeongin, taking my bag which was beside the bed.
"Wha- why..!?"
He asked, pleading me to not go yet..
"I'm going somewhere important.. I'll take my leave now."
I said, opening the door then shutting it on Jeongin's face.
I was planning on visiting Felix to maybe clear things up with him as i never even cheated .
I fished my car keys in my pocket and opened the car.. I sat on the drivers seat and winced at the hot seat.
It was burning my butt cheeks ..
But I couldn't care less.. Felix was the only thing in my mind..
He was lingering in my mind since when I woke up in Jeongin's room.
I recalled the sentences He had said to me when I found him bawling his eyes out in the bathroom..
I soon then realized he was talking about me and Jeongin.
I only think of him as a brother.. not a lover..
I don't feel anything for him..
