what was i made for?

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"

I didn't realize how hard that question is when I was younger. I thought you can just simply answer whatever that comes on your mind.

"I want to be a teacher, a doctor, a police officer or even a lawyer. I want to be a princess that lives in a castle, I want to be a mermaid, to be a secret agent. I want to be a superhero like wonder woman and superman. I want to be all of them at once." – Too many wishes for such a young age. But no one warned me about that, they all smiled and laughed.

No one warned me that the easiest question I used to take as a joke yesterday will be one of the scariest and heavy question I must answer today.

Who would've thought that the kid who wanted to be everything at once, grew up to be someone who just think of being nothing at all.

Someone is confuse about who they are and who they must be.
Someone who forgot the the feeling of just being themselves because the world made them feel like that was not enough.

Someone who looks at the mirror everyday and ask themselves:

What is my purpose?
What was I made for?
How did the clear future suddenly became questionable?














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