Her Mafia Secret | TOM KAULITZ| |TOKIO HOTEL|

past future

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tears run down my face rapidly as I look Tom in the eyes.  His expression softens. His facegoes from angry to confused to somewhat.. remorseful?

TOMS POV
I stare at Lydia in confusion. She has tears traveling down her cheeks. Usually I don't care when I make a pet cry but this was different... She's different. I can tell there's multiple things making her cry other than just me. I've made her maybe shed a few years before but nothing like this. She's having a full blown mental breakdown. I know she's tough, it's built in her, but I think  I  really said something that fucked her up. I feel kinda bad.
I shift my sight to the still-healing wound on her forehead. I caused her to do that. What kind of person am I?

I stand up and look Lydia in her eyes. she pushes her self up and sits against the wall so that she's not laying down anymore. She seems far to weak mentally and physically to go up the stairs. "Come here" I say to Lydia, she hesitates but obeys. She stands up a little unbalanced, take that back, very unbalanced. She wobbles and falls to her knees, I catch her before she can completely hit the ground. I help her stand up, she looks at me confused. Why's she confused?
"I'm carrying you up the stairs" I say as I pick Lydia up wedding style.

"I can do it on my own." She demands in a shaky, cracky voice. I can tell she's still trying to be tough.

"No you can't" I respond coldly not wanting to fight again.

She trys to push herself out my my arms but I grip her tighter. She sighs And closes her eyes. She lets her body relax in my arms as I carry her up the stairs. Her soft hands are around my neck and her legs are draped over my arms. I look down at her face and let a faint smile form on my face. This girl is gorgeous. I'm lucky I landed on someone like her. I'm used to all the other pets just letting me hurt them and abuse them but Lydia?.. she's different. She fights me. It makes me wanna slit her throat open and bash her head into a metal pole but damn it turns me on. She's a feisty one. And I love and hate it.

I set Lydia on the sofa and call for bills girl.
"Phoebe, fix that wound on the back of her head" I say looking to Lydia
Bill ,georg, and gustav are out dealing with one of the rival gangs and should be back later tonight.

"Ok, anything else?"

"Nah"

I go over to the kitchen and sit close enough to the living room making sure I can still hear everything Phoebe says to Lydia.

"Hey girl" Phoebe says smiling.

Lydia looks at her then looks down.

"Hi" she says quietly

"Tom told me to fix you up, can I check your wound?"

"Yea"

Lydia sits criss cross on the sofa with her back turned to Phoebe

"What's your name? I've only seen you around here a little bit and I don't know how long you've been here, I've been on a trip for a month too so"

"Oh uhm, it's Lydia. Whats yours?"

"Phoebe" she says smiling as she cleans the wound on Lydias head.

"Are you one of the gangs girlfriends?" Lydia asks.

"Yea, I'm bills. He's the nicest one here. I'm lucky I got a guy like him. Although he can have a temper sometimes. Toms is way worse though"

"Yea I've noticed" Lydia replies looking down.
Phoebe pauses then gains a sad look on her face.

"I'm sorry honey" she says as she stands up  and hugs Lydia.

"I hate him so much. I want him fucking dead. He caused the wound he's making you fix" Lydia says. I feel a little guilty. Why do I hurt people? It's not my fault I have a shirt temper. They just shouldn't piss me off. It's her fault.

Phoebe and Lydia are laughing and carrying on as Phoebe fixes the wound on Lydia's head. After she's done both of them stand up and hug eachother tightly. Phoebe kisses Lydia on each side of her face and smiles.
"If he ever hurts you again you know who to come to" she says smiling.
Lydia hugs her again. "Thank you. I can tell we're gonna become best friends."
"Same"

I feel a tug at my heart. Why doesn't she act like that with me? I feel anger and jealousy form in me.
"Go change. We're going out somewhere"
"Where? Are you gonna go kill me off like your other bitches?"
"Shut the fuck up and go change Lydia. Please" I respond back calmly despite the annoyance and anger in me causing me to wanna give her another injury.

Lydia comes out in some jean shorts, converse, and an oversized pink floyd shirt.
She has her hair up in a pony tail and some makeup on.

"Come on" I say with a slight smile as I grab
Her hand. It's small and fragile compared to mine. She looks at me confused and hesitates for a second on if she should hold my hand. She looks down to our hands then back to me. She hold tightly on my hand and walks out the door with me.

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I HOPE YALL LIKE THUS CHAPTER!!
IM TRYING TO MAKE TOM WND LYDIA LIKE HOW TAYLOR WAS AND HOW TOM WAS IN MLN. I NEED TO RE READ SOME OF THE CHAPTERS SO SORRY IF ITS NOT ACCURATEEEE