Change Your Life (Jam Fanfic)

Chapter 6

"I don't want to let you go" I sniffled trying to pull back tears 

"I don't want to let you go either but I have to go" he slowly let me go from his arms and began to wipe my tears "now now dry those beautiful eyes of yours" he said smiling and placing a little kiss on my nose 

"Flight HWS209 is now boarding" the lady over the loudspeaker announced again  

"I love you and ill miss you, I'll see you soon" I smiled trying to hold back tears from falling again 

"I love you and ill miss you too don't you worry I'm coming back for you very soon! Before I go beautiful I want you to have this" he slowly took his necklace of his neck, they were two dog tags with names on it 

"What do they mean?" I asked 

"They will keep you safe, one has my name on it and Mitch's and the other my dads name and I want you to keep it while I'm away" he said putting it on me 

"But won't you need it when you dance? I can't take it" I said nervously 

"Beautiful it's fine seriously keep it close to your heart and ill see you when I come home"  

"Final call for Flight HWS209" the lady announced once more 

"Okay beautiful I love you and ill see you soon" he crashed his lips into mine and gave me a passionate kiss before pulling back 

"I love you" another tear rolled down my cheek  

"I'll see you soon" was the last thing he said before he turned to walk towards the plane, I held his hand until his finger tips finally left mine and our hands could no longer reach each others and I watched as he walked to the boarding desk to give over his ticket he gave me one last smile before he was gone.

~*~ 

2 hours later 

I opened the door to the apartment finally making it home. 

"Hey Jadey you okay?" Jesy said greeting me with open arms I just walked straight into them and began to cry 

"Does it get easier?" I asked hugging Jesy tight 

"It will I know how hard it is this is the second time they have gone on tour and I still get emotional when Jordan leaves but we know it makes it more special when you do see him" she explained rubbing back  

"I just want him back already" I sobbed into her shoulder  

"Come on Jadey it will be okay we have to start getting ready ourselves for our tour it will keep your mind off it" she suggested pulling back from the hug 

"I think I just want some time to myself is that okay?" I asked 

"Of course Jadey ill be down here if you need anything" she smiled as I turned and made my way up stairs as soon as I walked into my room I just crashed on to my bed and cried into my pillow.  

It had only been a few hours but I was missing him like crazy, it's silly because even though I didn't see Sam everyday when he was home I knew he was their and only a phone call away but now he is miles away from me I just wanted him to hold me close and tell me it would be okay!

~*~ 

Sam's POV 

I sat staring at my phone while Jordan slept in the seat beside me. It was hard knowing I wasn't going to see Jade for the next two months she was honestly my whole world. 

"Hey bro you right?" Jordan asked slowly waking up and noticing I was staring at my phone. 

"Yeah fine just thinking" I explained