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Shevy 🔒 @shevvvy
11:11 PM · Sept 15, 2023
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Hello, Benj.
It's been a month since I lived alone. I admit that it was hard—it still is. But I'm surviving. Ginusto ko 'to, 'di ba? Aaminin kong kukulangin ang savings ko kahit na limang taon ko 'yong inipon. But I know I can do this. I will do this.
Aaminin ko ring may mga gabi na umiiyak ako dahil naaalala ko ang mga magulang ko. You can't blame me, it's the first time I've been away from them for so long. At sa tuwing uuwi ako galing sa trabaho, lagi kong hinahanap ang mga magulang ko. Lagi ko silang kinukuwentuhan tungkol sa mga nangyari sa araw ko tapos ngayon hindi ko na 'yon magawa. So it is very difficult not to see them every day. But I will visit them next month. Hindi ko naman sila matitiis. I'm just giving them and myself some time, dahil kapag bumisita agad ako sa kanila, baka isipin nilang kailangan ko na ng tulong. Hindi sa pagiging ma-pride, but I'm just getting started. Isang buwan pa lang ang lumilipas. Hindi ko pa nasusubok ang sarili ko.
By the way, may mga nagiging kaibigan na rin ako rito sa building. May mga tsismis na akong nasasagap. 😁
Kidding aside, the people here are kind. They are also approachable. But I still keep my distance because I don't know who to trust. Some of them are almost my age, and like me, they live independently. Pero 'yong iba sa kanila ay may ka-live-in partner na.
But the most important thing is—and don't worry—walang nangyayaring masama o hindi maganda sa akin.
How about you, Benj? How are you?
I miss you...
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Hello, Benj.
RomanceShe broke up with him, he respected it. She blocked him, he accepted it. He left, she made a thread.
