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30 May 2023, 11:11 pm

Benjamin Montecillo

benjcillo


It's been three months since we broke up. I know I promised you that I will be happy, that I will not regret my choice.

But honestly, I'm already regretting it.

Nagsisisi akong iniwan ko 'yong happy pill ko sa mundong magulo. Sana pala hindi na kita iniwan dahil ikaw ang nagpapasaya sa akin kapag magulo na ang isip ko. You always calm my nerves.

So yeah. Why did I break up with you again?

Oo nga pala. Dahil ayaw kitang idamay sa magulong mundo ko. You're a successful engineer now. You know what you want in the future. You know what you want to do in your life. At ayaw kong matali ka sa isang gaya ko na wala pa ring direksiyon kahit na 25 na ako.

I know, I became selfish. Pero naisip ko ring tama lang na iniwan kita. Dahil alam kong mahirap magmahal ng isang taong hindi pa sigurado kung paano mabubuhay.

And even if I regret my decision, please know I'm trying my best to be happy.

I'm trying my best to fulfill my promise.

Goodnight, Benj.


31 May 2023, 12:35 am

Please forget about everything after you read this.

Or else I will not go to the coffee shop anymore.


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Shevy 🔒 @shevvvy

12:44 AM · May 31, 2023


Stupid, Shevy. Bakit ka nag-message ng ganon?

Ah, you miss him?

Yeah...

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