Randomness

~~THREE~~

When days go by as slowly as centuries, it's hard to get by easily. when days go by as quick as seconds, it's hard to remember, and it's hard to get things done. Time always seems to escape my mind when I'm with friends and family. But time isn't something you can control, there will be a day when time slips out of my hands and I'll be gone after that. The wind will pull me away, it will be like I was never even through, I was only a memory of the ones i thought i loved. I hated the fact I loved them so long, but it wasn't the same for them, they never loved me. They never noticed me. I guess I should have figured it out when they never truly notice my pain. Only my real friends could see it, it was in the deep depths of my eyes. Since my friends never understand, there was nothing they could ever do. I just wish people could try to understand me more. Maybe that to much to ask for, because no one ever did. I never wanted to ask for much either. So I stopped. I stopped everything, I stopped breathing, I stopped living. Its wasn't like anyone would notice. Well, at least, no one important.