What if I told you I knew Shawn before he was famous before he blew up on vine and became the mega popstar what if I told we Dated?! But we lost it, this is our story.
*Present time year 2023* Selecia's pov "Get up bitch" jc says pulling the blanket off of me S- why would you do that Jc- because you need to get up S- alright but I'm going on a walk like I do everyday Jc- that's what I was waking you up for stupid *laughs* S- oh, well thanks Jc- oh and we're doing tattoos on stream tonight S- ouuu I'll pick one out *laughs* Jc- alright *smiles*
Jc leaves and I get dressed in a workout outfit.
*outfit*
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I put my hair in a messy bun grab a water bottle from the fridge and I head out the door. I'm listening to pandora when all the around the world by Justin Bieber featuring Ludacris comes on and I jam out, if your wondering where I'm going there's a a hiking trail near the house and I love it so much.
I arrive as all around the world ends and another song starts and I continue and eventually I start jogging when I pass by someone that oddly resembles Shawn I stop and turn around, he stops and turns around.
Sh- garris? It's you oh my god?! S- mendes?! Holy shit where ya been loca?! Sh- *laughs* still the same I see S- yup *smiles* how are you doing mentally? Sh- better thanks for asking S- no problem mendes *smiles* Sh- do you wanna catch up? Get some coffee? S- sure why not?!
I turn around and walk with Shawn and we get to his car and he unlocks the door and we get in and drive to Starbucks.
S- wow it's been years since I've seen you in person Sh- I'm person?! Oh not on your phone screen S- yea *laughs* you've had quiet the career mendes jeez man magcon, tours, festivals, awards shows and you didn't think once to call not once? Shawn we were best friends, we dated for crying out loud but no I had find out all your biggest accomplishments from an app. Sh- look im sorry for not calling or texting or reaching out and you have every right to be mad at me but seleica I didn't wanna come in and out of your life and confuse you, you have no idea how many times I've almost dialed your number just to hear your voice, I did once the night Camila and I broke up I finally had the courage to do it and when you said hello Shawn is that you I couldn't say anything I was frozen even from a phone you sounded so beautiful and I just hung up and I'm sorry S- I forgive you and I remember that night *smiles* that night when you called I thought something was wrong and I missed it but then Colby my friend Roxy's boyfriend was like maybe he but dialed you and I was like yea maybe Sh- soooo you're single S- yea I am *smiles* Sh- *smiles*
Shawn and I talked the way to Starbucks once we get there we went threw the drive thru then parked in the parking lot and talked.
Sh- I've really I missed you S- awe I missed you too *smiles* Sh- no I mean S- I know and that's why I said I do too Sh- really? S- yea I never stopped loving you Shawn, months after you left I cried myself to sleep every night, your mom tried taking me shopping to get my mind off of it but the mall only reminded me of all the times we hung out there and so i decided to move to Missouri for a bit visit some family and then I moved here, met Kian and jc and then jc offered me a place to stay and I've been there ever since. Sh- wow what do you do S- uh I want to be an independent artist but right now I do streaming and YouTube. Sh- are you serious?? You want to be an independent artist?! Holy shit that's really cool S- thanks *smiles* so what's up with you? Sh- meditating, surfing, running, walking, smoking, going home traveling all of it. S- really? Sh- yea S- well that's really cool mendes I'm glad your taking care of yourself Sh- yea *smiles* thanks for agreeing to catch up I thought for sure you were gonna say no S- why would I do that *laughs* Sh- cause your mad at me for leaving S- I'm not mad at you for leaving I'm mad at you for not contacting me, you told me you'd never forget me and then you never contacted me so it made me feel like you forgot about me Sh- god no i thought about you every day *smiles* who do you think handwritten is about? S- you wrote an album about me Shawn? Sh- yea, the song I sang you the night I was telling I was leaving act like you love was your clue S- wow I didn't even catch it *laughs* but that's insane Sh- yea S- so tell me stories of your tours and stuff
