Fate: Why Me? | Park Sunghoon

Chapter 15

It was not my intention to say that....I just said it to see if i do have something for him...but turns out it's just nothing more than friendship for me...
Hoon i know i shouldn't have said that...
Slap me someone..

Y/n's head was arguing herself while she was standing in guilty.

Jennie spoke~
Jennie: dinner ready?

Y/n came out of her senses...
Y/n: Yeah yeah ...I have prepared everything....u both eat first and I am going to call him ...

Jimin: Why he is in his room now?

Y/n wanted to slap herself for the third time...
She lied
Y/n: I don't know...u guys eat first.

Washing her hands she went to their room only to find it open..

Getting inside , she heard the sound of water falling....it was obvious that he is inside.

She knocked .

She knocked twice.

She knocked thrice .

She knocked again calling " Sunghoon?"

"Sunghoon?"

Finally the door opened revealing a tired and puffy Sunghoon.

Without even looking at her , he went to bed wrapping himself with the warm blanket.

Y/n stood there quietly thinking what she should do.

"Um dinner is ready."

"I am not hungry, u can go and eat "

"They are waiting"

"Tell them that Sunghoon fell asleep"

"H-how can i "

No answer received.
It only means that he doesn't want to talk to her anymore.

Y/n was literally annoyed at herself.

She went downstairs to check on Jennie and Jimin.

Y/n: Do u guys need something?

Jimin: No it's fine...

Jennie: The food is delicious for real.

Jimin: Where is he?

Y/n: Uh he said he will eat after completing his work.

Jimin nodded.

Jennie: So eat ur dinner and go to sleep ok?  Good night...

Both of them washed their tiny plates and went to sleep .
While y/n standing there unable to decide what to do.

She never ever have experienced this kind of family right? How will she know what to do?
There was no one with her during her problems ...she had to eat alone and sleep alone..for a lonely girl like her eating alone won't be a big matter ....

But what stopping her to eat was because Sunghoon hasn't eaten yet ....
It's like her heart is broken seeing him like this.

Can someone affect me so much?

She decided to go to him .

"Hey? Please get up."

No answer.

" Can't u hear me?"

Silence.

"R u purposely not answering?!"

Still nothing was heard from him.

"DO U THINK IT IS EASY FOR ME TO SEE U LIKE THIS?!!" she was in a verge of crying.

Sunghoon got up replying " WHY DO U CARE?!"

Y/n: WHY SHOULDN'T I.

Sunghoon: BECAUSE ITS NONE OF UR BUSINESS IF I EAT OR SLEEP OR DIE. Because u will never understand me..

Y/n sat down on the floor crying very hard.

Sunghoon: DO I EVEN MEAN ANYTHING TO U? NO RIGHT!!! THEN WHY DO U EVEN -

Y/n: NO U DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

Sunghoon: U know what u r funny...

Y/n: I AM NOT LYING!!!!

Tears dripping from both of their eyes... unstoppable.

Sunghoon: U said u love him and what else is left to know ? Nothing

Y/n: I just blurted out that...it is not real ..

Sunghoon: Don't hide ur feelings...it makes u look poor.

Y/n: Oh really? I SAID I DONT LOVE HIM... I DO NOT LOVE JUNGWON....

Y/n was such a crying mess...

Sunghoon: Okay .... I believe u ....thank u .

Sunghoon layed down in his bed and stared at the ceiling while the pillow was wet from his continuous silent tears.....

Y/n sat on the bed pulling Sunghoon up ....

Y/n : I am sorry ...for whatever I said.....

Sunghoon: What does this even mean?

Y/n: I love u

Sunghoon couldn't believe what he heard.

Y/n: I love u hoon....please forgive me..

Sunghoon: Then why did u say that?

Y/n: I said that to check whether I feel anything for him or not....but it striked me that I have already fallen for u when i felt pain seeing u hiding ur tears.

Sunghoon couldn't control himself anymore...
Smashing his lips on her .....

The feeling was heavenly and full of love and satisfaction.....it was not like that with jungwon....
It was a lonely kiss longing for someone but this one is totally different.

Both of them coming out of their kiss hugged each other ....
Sunghoon: I love u too.

Y/n : Let's go and eat .... I know u r hungry..

Sunghoon nodded with a smile.

We cannot deny that how much happy Sunghoon is inside but he is not showing it out...

Well what happens always happens for the best ...~~<3