Don't be afraid

Chapter 4

Taylor's pov:

I walk into my 6th hour which is gym. I get changed into my gym uniform then walk out.

"Taylor!" I hear someone yell but I ignore it and walk the other way

"Hey" someone grabs me and turns me around "I called you" Jamia says

"Sorry but I don't think we should hang out, because it doesn't seem like any of you do" I say

"Taylor" she's cut off by the teacher blowing the whistle and we all head outside

"All right everyone today we are playing volleyball and I'm pairing you guys up into two" she says and starts calling off names

"Taylor Scott and Gerard way!" she calls out and I stand up going to my net with a ball

I see that it's Jamias friend Gerard, the one that snapped at me. 'fan-fucking- tactic' I think to my self.

He gives me a dirty look and I give him one back then hit then ball. He catches it then throws it at me missing me.

I go to get it and come back, but this time I spike it hitting him in the face.

"What the hell!" he yells

"Sorry maybe you should pay attention" I cross my arms

"Fine" he spikes the ball and it almost hits me

"What did I even do to you!" I say walking up to the net and he does the same

"Taylor! Gerard get over here!" the teacher yells

We walk over to him and he talks "go inside and get dressed you two are out for the hour" she says and I go get dressed

I walk out and take out my phone. setting against the gym wall. Gerard soon walks out and comes up to me.

"Don't ever do that again" he commands I just ignore him

"Can you not fucking hear!" he yells

"Yes I can, but I'm just doing what YOU said I'm staying away from you guys" The bell rings and I stand up walking to lunch

I sit at an empty table by myself and listen to my music. I hum along to Get Scared 'don't you dare forget the sun love'.

"Can we sit here?" Jamia asks with everyone behind her except for Mickey and Alicia

"Uhh sure" I say and they all sit down

"Want to come up with us an get something to eat?" she asks and before I could reply some jock and he friends come up to us

"Oh look they have a new one, and its even more uglier than the rest of them" they laugh pointing at me

"Yea, she's fat to how do you fit threw the doors?" anther one asks and I feel a tear roll down my face and I look down

"Fuck off Joe" frank says

"No, if the fat ass wants food here" he says and dumps his tray on me then pouring apple juice on me

"Aww is fat ass not full, here!" He grabs anther tray and dumps that on me and everyone laughs

I get up grabbing my stuff and run to the bathroom. I run in and lock myself in a stall. I know what I need to do.

I stick two fingers down my throat until I throw up and I slide down the wall shaking. 'I haven't done that in so long' I think I myself

"Taylor!" Jamia yell

I don't answer

"Taylor what did you do?" she asks worried

I step out of the stall and go to a mirror and look at myself.

"They'er right" I say and walk out of the bathroom

I walk out and see that ray and frank have Gerard pinned up against a wall trying to keep him there.

He see me and calms down not looking away from me. Jamia walks out behind me and looks at me.

"You threw up didn't you?" she asks

"Like I said there right" I walk away and hear Gerard thrashing around trying to get free