His.

part 24. safety

Lilah pov

after reaching home alive, he stated that he wanted to talk to me about something serious.

a bet seh him aguh leff mi kmttt.

After taking a long shower to buy some time out I finally finished.

I got dressed and headed downstairs.

he was already sitting on the couch waiting on me.

his face was so serious, jeez.

Slowly walking over and taking a seat he began talking.

"in order for this relationship to work yuh affi guh learn how fi communicate your feelings ma, I know it's a hard thing for you to do but I'm gonna need you to tell me what caused you behave like that so I know I won't do it again."

I have to try and open up...for the sake of our relationship and my feelings.

"remember when you called me right, when you were at the gym?"

"yeah and?"

"the girl that touched yo-"

"she's my cousin Lilah, maybe if you stayed on the phone you would see that her mom approached me after."

this is why I don't like talking about these things...now I feel stupid.

"oh." was all I managed to get out.

sigh insecurities.

"b listen alright, a you mi wah, need and mi promise yuh seh a you alone, Yuh ave all a mi password dem, Yuh have everything, I carry you almost everywhere I go, any ooman mi a get married to a you b, any ooman mi a breed a you, suh stop overthink for things that are unnecessary okay? I love you so much."

tears were falling down my face.

Love from a badman is truly the best.

and nobody could replace him.

Lifting me up and putting my legs around his waist he walks us to the kitchen.

"yah my big baby eno." he says after slapping my ass.

Putting his hand on my tummy he starts rubbing it.

"and maybe I need a small babygirl too?"

oh.

woii.

" suh Yuh can run gone bout Yuh bizniz and leff har wid me?"

"B, stop the fckry."

"mmmm alright mi hear yuh."

Feeling his hand go down into my shorts he rubs my clit through my panty.

jesus not today ya.

"look yer mi still sore suh leff mi alone yer."

he chuckled and took his hand out.

I just realized sumn..

I haven't gotten my period for this month...

Ive been so busy worrying about other things I totally didn't notice.

no tpc mi salt if pregnancy ever reach me.

or maybe a thru mi stress mek the cycle a behave unusual right?

right.

affi guh buy a pregnancy test tomorrow when dyani goes to work.

pregnancy is not a easy thing.

mi already a mad out, mi cyah Tek the pain and burden weh mi aguh put Pon miself ino.

right about now mi feel sleepy bad.

a wah mek mi a sleep suh?

no sah.

"I'm gonna hold a quick nap alr b?"

him just dung Inna the game suh

throwing my shirt at him I got his attention and repeated myself.

"alr b dyt I'll still be here when you're awake."

Heading upstairs I feel my belly cramp me.

muss the period this a come

thank you Jesus.

still affi guh get the test and buy some pad.

after sending a quick text to shean to let her know I'll come by Tomorrow I fell into deep sleep.