Random.

Nightmares.

Another nightmare that I was shipped off to boot camp but something was different. I couldn't tell how long I was there this time but, I know I was changed in dream and real life. It felt like some died and change in me.

Then, I pushed my cartoon friends out of my life, got married, got baptized (gags), and then couldn't see my cartoon friends anymore on tv or in my dreams/imagination. Like I was blocked off from seeing them.

It was mistake to push them (my cartoon friends) out. I miss them, it feels hollow without them. In my dream it happened but wouldn't happen in real life, because I'll be depressed.

I think these dreams are connected because I had them one after the other.