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•A hour later

*cupcake n fatima made it to the house, cupcake has been ignoring fatima ever since their conversation in the car, cupcake has been distant n right she's in her room sleep, n zac n fatima are talking*

fatima: shes really mad at me

zac: i am too, we haven't fully moved on

fatima: *rolling her eyes* omggg ok i get thaat i let yaal down, i was scared okaay? do u get thaat?

zac: scared of what fatima?

fatima: *looking in his eyes* i'm scared of falling inlove with you, with my ex he broke me down, i got pregnant, he beat my baby out of me, threw me down cases of stairs, put me in the hospital, he said he loved me and he would neva do it again, i was being blind and kept going back every time, FROM A MAN no one showed me love, i didn't have a father growing up, i did but he was neva there for me, we lived in the same house but it still felt like he wasn't present, he loved my sister more than me, she always got the better end of the stick, i cried all day when my ex did thaat to me, i thought thaat was love, now i'm scared to love again, i'm not saying i believe thaat uu would do me like thaat, but it still hurts, i always thought i was the problem, i even tried self arm after losing my baby, i thought having the baby would help us, he had other plans, he told me straight to my face thaat he hate me, he wish i died, i disgust him.. i neva hated someone like him, it took me 3 years to heal from thaat, now i'm finally happy, i was with him since i was 17, he was all i knew, now thaat i'm older n free, and happy. *smiling* i feel good zac, *breaking down tears coming out her eyes* i feel great!! n if youu don't get thaat, i honestly don't kno whaat to tell youu zac, but since youu n cupcake still mad at me, i will leave... *she says standing up from the couch, with tears coming down her face* jus kno i love yaal zac, and i really didn't mean to hurt youu guys..

*she got up and tried to leave when zac pulled her arm and gave her the biggest hug ever*

zac: i'm am so sorry thaat happened to youu baby, i would neva in a million years do thaat to uu, i would neva want someone doing cupcake like thaat, so i wouldn't treat youu like thaat, i understand a lot now on why your scared, n listen baby *he says pulling back from the hug looking into her eyes* i love youu fatima, i'm inlove with youu, i want youu, thaat prolly sound crazy, but mamas *he says laughing a little* youu make me crazy youu really do, when youu left n blocked me i couldn't breath, i was thinking about youu 24/7 , i couldn't stand not being around you! fatima .. i love youu mamas i really do *he says hugging her tightly*

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