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Don't go - lucifer morningstar

Published: 17/7/23

Content: angst

Warning: none

O/C name - Amora

Imagine: denying your feelings for lucifer since you have a boyfriend. But when lucifer shows you his devil face you use it as an excuse to hide the truth. That you've been in love with lucifer from the start and your boyfriends been abusing you

AFTER JUST HELPING EVE GET AMENADIELS CHILD, CHARLIE OUT OF the mayan. I came to a halt realising that what lucifers doing inside could change everything. Whilst he's fighting the demons with amenadiel and maze he could be hurt, or sent back to hell. And i knew that if he left. I wouldn't be able to handle it

I turned around as eve and chloe left to keep baby charlie safe and i walked in the building, kinleys eyes darting to me as he saw me standing there

"Oh look who's here" he spoke and amenadiel and maze's heads turned to me

"Shit" maze muttered as i walked closer to them all and it was then lucifer noticed me

"Detective, what are you doing?"

"I'm sorry, i know" i breathed
"It sounded like everything was okay. Just making sure you're all right. Are you alright?" Lucifer walked back, taking the blade of kinleys neck and stepped closer to me

"You need to leave, detective"

"I know.. i make you vulnerable"

"No thats not it" lucifer denied
"I don't want you to see me like this. I know it scares you" my eyes darted back to maze who's face held a knowing expression and from her nod it gave me a sort of clarity that what im about to say is right

I had to tell lucifer everything. I had to tell him that i didn't care about his devil face. That when he showed me his true self i used the idea of being scared of him to hide the fact that i was in love with him. To hide the fact i loved someone else who wasn't my boyfriend, the man who abuses me

"No, no. Thats.. that's what i was trying to tell you earlier. I'm not- im not afraid of you. I never have been"

"You can't lie to me detective, I've seen how you've shun away at my touch, how you turn away when i show parts of my true self"

"I have been lying to you lucifer. For months. But not about this" lucifers face furrowed in confusion as he wondered what i was actually keeping from him

"You see, this is what I'm talking about. It's so sweet, I'm going to puke" the blade on kinkeys neck got tightened by maze

"Then why have you been so worried about my face? About all of it"

"Because i didn't want to admit it to myself, when i saw your devil face i used it as an excuse to pull away. To not tell you the truth. But lucifer. Im not afraid of you but. I- im afraid of losing you" despite me not actually telling him why i wanted to pull away, he was still listening to me, taking in everything i was saying
"I'm afraid all of this will take over, you'll forget about this place and that you'd forget.. about me" i took a small step forward so i was closer to lucifer and placed my hand on the side of his face which he instantly leaned into

"Why did you want to pull away?" He whispered and just as i went to open my mouth he took a step back and swung his fist, hitting someone who came up behind me

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i walked into lucifers home and scanned around, finding him standing out on the balcony. So i walked over

"So, Charlie is back with linda and Amenadiel. So.. you know, its over" lucifer stayed standing with his back towards me and he was instead facing the outside
"Is it..? I questioned confused wondering what his reluctance was
"Is it over?"

"I'd say yes darling but I'd be lying. And we both know i don't do that" he finally turned around to face me
"Tonight we won, but we just have one hole in a very flimsy boat. now the Demons know I have no intention of returning, they'll continue to defy me. it's only a matter of time before they come back to earth. Who knows where next? or maybe they'll just come back for Charlie or chloe.. or you"

"I see, so what are you saying?"

"I have to go back" i nodded

"So for how long? Like a couple weeks? A month?" Ignoring my question lucifer continued

"You were right. About the prophecy. It is about hell coming to earth, and we may have stopped it now but for how long? I need to keep them contained. they must have a king" i knew what he meant now. That he's not coming back and i couldnt bare the idea

"No, no" i let off a nervous laugh before taking a deep breath
"This is.. this is- you can't leave me" my words came out in quiet pants as tears welled up in my eyes
"Lucifer I'm so sorry that i pretended to be scared of your face. It was stupid and- please. Please dont go" the tears had fallen down my face
"I love you" lucifer stood, his eyes a mixture of adoration and pain as he looked at me
"I love you please dont leave" he let off a small gasp

"What about tyler?"

"I don't love him. I haven't for ages. It's you lucifer. It always is" i left out the part about him hurting me. Because a part if me knew lucifer had to go. And I wasn't going to use that as an excuse for him to stay

"You see, we were wrong about something else in the prophecy" he took a step forward so his chest was inly inches from mine and he placed a hand on my tear stained cheek
"my first love was never eve. It was you rory. Always has been" he finally leaned foreard, pressing his lips to mine as his other hand too resided on my cheek

And it was too soon before we pulled away. My eyes fluttered open and i placed my hand on lucifers arms trying to not let him go

"Please" i begged. He kissed me again this one a bit longer than the other
"Please don't go"

"Goodbye" he stook a step back, my hands still on his arms that he softly took off before he opened his wings. I let off a small gasp as i looked at them. They weren't red, and devilish anymore. They were white, soft, feathered angel wings

His hand lifted up to my face one last time

"Goodbye" my eyes shut tightly as i cried, unable to watch lucifer dissapear from my life forever and when i opened them he was gone

My knees crashed to the floor below me and it was then the elevator door opened

"Rory" maze whispered. She ran over to me and pulled me into a tight hug, allowing me to cry into her shoulder