Only if you knew tht... When we talk even if its for a couple minutes,.I feel like I'm protected from anything I go through I feel like a queen bc of you...only if you knew when you txt me? I get happy and feel so calmed bc you're my favorite person and nby can change tht, nt even family Could. Only if you knew when we don't talk or whenever you seem off? I get scared bc tbh idk if you're mad at me or nt or bc idk if you lost feelings months ago or a long time ago and don't wanna let go...
When we get in arguments or little disagreements? I get quiet and stop the conversation or jus nt say anything extra about it to make anything worse at all bc, I don't wanna see where it ends and don't want either of us to gts mad or use or at each other or over the argument/disagreement. I feel like im enough wit you yes, I sound delusional and obsessive but itd.the truth and I'll be tht but,
Until you say something to show you no longer want me or our relationship, I sit...here quiet waiting thinking to myself is.this how it's gonna end? Or just letting my thoughts of anything else on why we barely talk anymore roam around inside my head like a firefly in summer.
We both don't know how this ends but for now we just become 2 us...2 people growing into mature lives as we go on, its difficult bc idk what's gonna happen in the nxt few...hours,days,months...years like before it's all up to us nby else I says nothing about anything now bc...you're life so for now I stay quiet smd.go.on bout ly life till something happens.
Hey but what do i know an it dont matter...
Woman will tell you anything and say anything...rt?
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Non-FictionThis story I will always keep up on this acc, For tht special person. who made me believe love existed and who nver stopped loving me no matter what we went thru, in our lives tg or nt she was an is always my lover and bestfriend. I'll cherish her f...
