Yu never know when Yu truly lost sby until Yu start to feel it...yes their still here an with Yu talking,making Yu laugh, cheering Yu up an makin Yu feel better.... But
Are they actually still here?... I feel like tht Yk?....Idk why I jus do an its probably jus my problems building up an making me think like I've lost Yu but, ik deep down inside I haven't but sometimes it shows an tht scares me. I dont wanna lose my favorite person tht brought me life but all in all ik? I cannot control Tht until it's truly shown to me, there's a difference an change I see but I never thought it would get to this point where I feel.....
Like I lost you somehow without even doing anything but being here....
I put myself in a position where idk what to do between say something, or stay quiet bc Yk it'll lead to an argument. So to prevent anything? I chose the choice ik tht will keep me from all things bad... Staying quiet even if tht means go quite....
Completely... an jus keep my thoughts and words tht i wanna say to myself even if it's eating me alive.
Ik the things I keep to myself is sum yu hate but at the same time...i dont wanna start anything tht leads to so much for nothing at all, ik shi i say aren't the best nor do they rlly matter but it's the honest truth, I always think im annoying to Yu nuh Thts bc im scared bc I feel like I lost yu...an im sorry but its true.
Its better to keep sum things quite then make them loud an be upset for nothing....its all for my sake an yours .
I love you cachorro😔❤....
Hopefully Yu read this an try to see an understand where im coming from an what im tryna say from it all bubba....it's nt to start but its for YOU to realize why I acted how I am.
YOU ARE READING
Dedicated to my heart❤️
Non-FictionThis story I will always keep up on this acc, For tht special person. who made me believe love existed and who nver stopped loving me no matter what we went thru, in our lives tg or nt she was an is always my lover and bestfriend. I'll cherish her f...
