WINRINA: Unexpected Night

32: Stop

Giselle's POV

"Forget about it.", Ningning bluntly said, that taken me aback.

"If you are saying sorry about what happen to us last night. You don't have to., Ningning said as walked towards my direction. I was looking at her face and searching for something that could make me understand why is she saying this? I felt so wrong to do it with her without thinking what she would feel after.

"But ~", I said softly, but I don't know what exactly I wanted to tell her.

That wouldn't hurt her.

"I don't know why you were saying sorry, I did kissed you first? right? I should be the one saying sorry in the first place. I felt like I took advantage of the situation that you were in. I'm sorry.", Ningning said as she lowered her head.

But I was the one who made all things worst, yes she did kiss me. But I was the one who took my clothes off first, and everything that happened after that was all initiated by me. I can stop myself cause I wasn't that drunk anymore, but I didn't stop. And I can't explain why!?

"Ning~ you didn't.", I said as my lips pursed, and my voice cracking as I tried so hard not to tear up. I suddenly felt like I was about to lose the person that was so important to me. Will Ningning ignore me after what happen to us?

I don't want to loose her too.

"Yes, I did. It's all my fault. I should have stayed on my lane. And besides, I knew you were inlove with someone else, but I still put you in that situation, because I can't even control myself and I know I screwed. Don't worry Giselle, It would never happen again. I really am so sorry. If you want me to stop seeing you, I'll do it for you.", Ningning said straightly looking at my eyes. But as soon as I heard her say that she'll stop seeing me, I felt a sudden panic. I don't to loose a friend. Not now, not her. That is when my eyes started to get blurry, and I couldn't help but lower my head, and let my tears fell off my cheeks. Why am I always end up being left?

"Giselle.", I heard her mumble. But already felt so pathetic and disappointed.

"You do what you want unnie. I'm already used to it.", I said my voice cracking as I tried my best to keep my voice unaffected by me crying uncontrolrably.

Then I turned around, turning my back on her. As I took a step walking away while wiping my tears dry. Going towards the door, I would leave if that was she wants. They were all the same..

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"Aeri-ah, wait. Hey. hey.", Ningning panickly mumbled, as she tries to catch up from Giselle.

Giselle did stopped walking and turn to look at Ningning, but hurt was still visible on her face.

"I need to go now, thank you for letting me stay here for a night. You didn't need to drive me back on that shop, I can just call a cab. Bye.",Giselle bluntly said as she bow, and looked away from Ningning's stare.

"I know I shouldn't asked you this. So I'm very sorry for asking this anyway. Do you perhaps, regret what we have done? Because I wasn't her?", Ningning asked without faltering, and Giselle immediately turned to look at her again.

"No and Yes.", Giselle said looking at Ningning with furrowed brow, while the latter kept her eyes straight looking at her.

"No, I don't regret it because you aren't her. And yes I regret it because I just ruined what we have. Is that enough answer? Can I leave now?", Giselle said and didn't wait for Ningning to answer her question, as she felt her eyes trying to betray her again.

Ningning just kept her silence, as she watched Giselle's back going farther away from her. Making her grit her teeth and clenched her hands feeling mad of herself.