Just go..
Just go away
Away from here
Away from me
I'm tired.
Ive never cried so much.
Why was it so easy?
So easy for you to leave me.
Did you shed a tear?
Did you take a second and think?
About how much this really was?
About how it would affect me?
Was it really that easy?
You just cut me off.
Did you think about how I would feel?
All for my own good?
I can't say I love you the same.
You did it once who says you won't do it again?
Yet again I'm suffocating
Can't cut away my emotions
Don't have any pills.
Drank a bottle, no difference
I love you.
But do you?
You say sweet candy rhymes
But your running out of time
Am I running out of time?
I'm still feeling empty alone.
Your all I know.
I'm scared of change.
But that's all that's happened.
You make me cry alot.
More than I should
You make me worry.
You make me suffocate.
I want to help but you shove me out.
Is this truly healthy?
Why do I feel deja vu
I still feel his hands on me.
You promised to replace his touch
But will you ever actually get too?
Or will I be left hoping then get crushed
Am I just wanting love?
But...
I didn't want this
I don't wanna cry more.
I wanna tell you..
But I don't wanna lose you..
Please.
Please
Please
Don't leave.
But I wanna go back.
Before all of this.
Staying up till 4 am
Annoying you into a dumb game
Wait..
...
A game..
Am I just a game to you?
Just delete me whenever you want?
A character you control?
Just what am I to you.
You threw me away so easily.
I don't wanna stay
. .
You did it once you can do it again.
So please already
Just go away
Go and discard me
Just go...
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Kazuha x Scaramouche Oneshots
FanfictionTHIS IS A YOUNG ADULT BOOK WITH NSFW THEMES IN THE STORY. Smut🌶 Fluff💝 Angst (not the break up kind)🪦 suicide and self harm themes
