𝗣𝗘𝗔𝗖𝗘-ᵗʷⁱˡⁱᵍʰᵗ¹

part two

new moon

it is impossible to imagine a color
you have not seen. i cant call my
mother because she makes me panic.
when i say i am crying what i really mean is that i want to cry but can't.
instead of dying, the jellyfish simply
ceases to move. glass moves like any other liquid, but slower. sex is another way of communicating with your body like self harm or sign language.
i complete five crosswords a day
because it stops the panic. trucks are downshifting on main street. most of what i do i do to stop the panic. i never cry at things outside of my head because they all seem so far away. hair is particularly composed of
cyanide. napalm is just gasoline and plastic. i am just carbon and bad timing. if i were someone else i think id still be mentally ill.
it is impossible to imagine a color you have not seen.

- anonymous

WILLOW SPEAKS!!

im back !! the first chapter of part two
is a little over halfway done.

A little explanation of dipping off the grid: my nephew died on the second, i went to his funeral a state away and then fully threw myself into work as a distraction. Im now temporarily unemployed due to my job shutting down so while i sort out my job situation i have all the time in the world to force myself to process my grief and write