31: thoughts and fears

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kjwng
Matt

kjwng
Why did you leave the chat?
seen

kjwng
Come on, now

kjwng
I want to know what's wrong

alvinthechipmunk
i thought it was obvious but i guess i was wrong

alvinthechipmunk
i just

alvinthechipmunk
don't like being unofficial like this

alvinthechipmunk
maybe i'm just being selfish but like

alvinthechipmunk
idk how much longer i can wait

alvinthechipmunk
and i'm upset that u keep bringing up the fact that we're unofficial because it makes me feel like u never wanna end up being together

kjwng
Oh, Matt

kjwng
That isn't selfish at all

kjwng
I'm sorry for making you wait for so long

kjwng
This is not really an excuse, but honestly, the only reason I said that was because I'm afraid of commitment

alvinthechipmunk
jiwoong

alvinthechipmunk
seriously?

alvinthechipmunk
did u want to keep this up forever then or what?

kjwng
No

kjwng
I thought that if I ignored it then it'd just go away and that I'd be able to be with you

kjwng
If anyone is being selfish, it's me

alvinthechipmunk
jiwoong

alvinthechipmunk
u could've just said so

alvinthechipmunk
when u keep things to yourself it makes it harder for us to understand each other

kjwng
I know

kjwng
I just didn't want to hurt you

alvinthechipmunk
gosh 😭😭

alvinthechipmunk
u keeping that from me is what's hurting me dumbass

kjwng
... Yeah

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