Self hatred

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The Tv showed Maria searching for clues about the mysterious figure
who would turn out to be Katarina

The true Maria however watched the show from the lap of "Her" Katarina
Sophia had layd her head on the other site claiming that she also loved Katarina and Maria had no right to occupie her
And Mary pulled her Arms around Katarina from behind,
The Boys would normally complain but the were way to focused on what was happen in the Other World,
Especially Darien looked with grimm determination what was going too happen.

The tv showed Maria interacting with more and more people in the Ministry
And more and more of them fall for her
Marias Harem expendded even more

"so Princess Maria the Grand hoker strikes again great" Mary said sarcastically
"what did you say! I murder you pice of shit" Keith screamd ad his other self as he said his live is better now where his parents where divorced and he hadn't to deal with Miri and his now exilled sister
The heartless commentar of Keith turned the felling of most of the Isekai cast in to a Wild fire of Rage
But for Darien and Maria it was different
Is made them fell a hatred cold as the Arctic and sharp as the sword of a Samurai

"it is over Lady Katarina, please just stand down and don't make it worse!" Maria

"How dare you!" Geordo,Keith,Alan,Mary and Rufus screamed in unison
Raphael just set in his place with a broken face, he was to mature to scream or rather he was not mature enough to do so
Nicol didn't spoke a word but he clenched his fist as Katarina was thrown in Prison,his face didn't betray any emotion but his view was blinded bt tears
"i never thought about it that way, but it really was extremely unfair" Sophia said tipping her her head
Darien and Maria still didn't speak a word while looking at the screen,
The two siblings eyes were glowing with inconceivable energy.

Maria feeld Katarina's Hand slowly and comfortably stroke her hair
She looked in Katarina's smiling face nothing could make her feel more welcome
nothing could feel more HOME to her, and frankly that was the reason why a question were building up inside her
HOW?
Just how can you think your live is happy without HER in it?
Are you stupid?
Are you dumb?
Are you an complete utter idiot?
How can you possible feel home anywhere without her?
You don't, we both know that,
Your not happy, your just pretending
And you made HER pay for it.

The mere thought let a arctic blizzard blast trough the light Mages mind
She had to think again of all the suffering,pain and torture that Katarina had to go trough just because of her other self
She is the WORST! I am the WORST!!!! Maria realized
She made Lady Katarina the love of my love go trough SO MUCH pain!!!
I detest her, i despise her, i HATE her
And i don't just NORMALLY hate hate her, i hate BEYOND reason
I hate her so much beyond reason it's unhealthy for my head
But i don't care a single fuck about that

She hurt my most precious KATARINA!
She made MY KATARINA angry and sad!
She humiliatet MY KATARINA!
She send MY KATARINA to die abord!
She stole everything from MY KATARINA!
She left MY KATARINA with nothing!
She treated MY KATARINA like a Criminal!

Marias heart turned colder and colder
She should DIE!
She should burn alive and remain as nothing but ASH!
She is my Enemy
My WORST enemy and she WILL pay for this.

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