Fixation (Jeff the Killer x F.Reader)

004

Would you just shut the fuck up and let me fantasize in peace.

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Who the fuck is humming?

It doesn't matter. I just need to get what I want and get out of here, this place smells weird and the music sucks.

I go to pull on the handle but something soft grazes my hand. It's not something, it's someone.

"I'm so sorry- I wasn't paying attention."

Fuck, this must be fate. God, she looks so beautiful.

No, it's just a coincidence.

"It's alright."

I want to touch her so badly. I want to pin her against the glass door and kiss her. I could take her back with me, no one would know. The dude at the cash register is too stoned to notice anything and there are no cameras.

"I just wanted to grab some orange juice, but I can wait."

Do something nice for her, maybe not sound like you want to bash your face into the glass.

"What brand?"

She looks so clueless, how cute. And her cheeks are so pink, I want to kiss them so badly.

"What?"

I chuckle and reach for the handle again. 

"What brand of orange juice?"

"Um... Sunrise Solstice. No pulp, please. It's gross."

I don't like pulp either, we have another thing in common. I wonder what else she doesn't like.

Her fingers graze mine as she takes the bottles from me. Her touch is so warm, so soft, I want to hold her hand so fucking badly. I wonder how her hand would feel wrapped around my cock.

She barely touched you and you've got your head in the gutter. 

I place my hands in my pockets before I end up pulling her close. Or do something I might come to regret.

"Thank you so much."

She's so sweet, always so polite, I just know she'd be obedient for me.

"Yeah, you're welcome."

The bottle slips from her arms and I catch it. Her grocery list is on the floor.

Why does she need painkillers? Have her headaches gotten worse?

"I'm so sorry!"

"You apologize a lot."

"Yeah I'm sorry, it's a bad habit."

Oh baby, we'll have to break that habit.

"I can see that."

"Thank you again. Um, could I ask for your-"

Her phone rings, it's Misa's ringtone.

She's not even here and she's pissing me off. But she declined the call, maybe she's trying to ask for my number?

She's probably just trying to ask for your name dumbass.

"I'm sorry about that, I was wondering if I could get your-"

Her phone rings again and I want to take it from her and throw it down the aisle. I can hear Misa's annoying ass voice through her phone.

She gives me a look and I know she's fighting the urge to say sorry again.

"No worries, you should take that. It seems important."

She walks away and I miss her already.

Dude, she is like 10 feet away calm down. She'll come back. She wants to keep talking to you. Listen she's talking about you right now.

"Yeah, he seems cute, didn't get a good look at him though."

She thinks I'm cute. She thinks I'm cute... Wait who the fuck is Jax? Did he hurt her? Is he an ex? I'll gut him and give his kidneys to EJ. 

Did you miss the part where she mentioned a Halloween party? You could go to it and spend time with her. Flirt with her, maybe she'll want to hook up. Find out who Jax is too. 

For some reason hearing her say another man's name pisses me off. I should just go, I doubt Misa will let her off the phone anytime soon.

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She thinks I'm cute...