I feel myself get sick to my stomach. How could someone do something like that to someone? Even if its an android?
I choose my next words carefully, brushing the hair out of my face. „That's terrible. I am so sorry. I know how it feels, but not to that level. You don't deserve any of what you went through. I will make sure that anyone who talks to you or accompany's you while you are here is a woman."
I see another tear trail down her cheek, „T-Thank you. Im assuming you want to know what happened?" I nod my head, waiting till she is ready. She lets out a deep breath before gathering herself and starting. „When Nick came in a few days ago, he had formulated a plan. He wanted to run away with me, but he didn't want Sara to come. He did not want anyone to think we killed her, or anything. It costs a lot of money and is a long process to send an android back to CyberLife permanently... so...."
She takes another breath. „He came to file a report that Sara was being aggressive. That way, when we killed her the next day, it could be noted as self defense. But he.. he started stabbing her and taking it way too far. He tried to gouge out her eyes... he mutilated her. That's when I lost it, and I took the knife from him. He tried to run into the hallway, but I stabbed him. I wanted to make him feel what I felt, what Sara felt. So I messed him up as badly as he messed Sara up."
„I hurt him. I sat there mutilating his dead body for a very long time. It finally hit me... I killed him. So, I took the knife and ran outside and hid. I never wanted it to end like this.. But he was killing the only other person I had in my life. Sara, my best friend. And I was too coward to save her until after she was dead!" She starts sobbing, slamming her hands against the table. The knots in her hair flow down to her face.
It all makes sense. The two bodies, being both mutilated. The knife being missing, because Lilith took it with her when she hid. The disgusting feeling I got when Nicholas came into the office to file a report.
A rage induces within me. I never have really been anti android, but never have been completely on the side of androids. This moment hits me. A disgusting man rapes and kills woman because they are androids? I know how Lilith and Sara feel, to be taken advantage of. I see myself in Lilith, and the pain.
My stomach burns, and I stand up and walk over to Lilith. I lean down and hug her, her tears soaking into my clothes. My body shakes, and a few silent tears run down my face. We sit there for a moment, but then the door opens and Hank, Chris, and Connor come in.
Lilith screams, „NO!!! Get AWAY!!! PLEA-„ She scurries away from me, knocking the chair down, crawling away. I stand, screaming at the men, „Why are we fighting against androids when the humans are the real problem?"
It's silent for a moment besides me and Liliths choking sobs. „Just fucking leave. Get out of our way so I can take her to her cell. If I see any one of you talking to her, walking near her cell, or bothering her, I will chop off your fucking dicks!" I scream, my voice breaking and reverberating.
When they don't move, I scream again. „Get OUT!" Chris and Hank slowly back up, but Connor only opens his mouth. Before he can speak, I scream out one last cry, „Please." Flashbacks of Matthew hitting me and using me, trapping me in the bedroom after I've said no. His hands choking me.
Connor follows the other two, leaving the room.
About an hour later, I sit at my desk. I only think. No work has been done, and the four of us have said nothing to eachother. In a way, I feel embarrassed. But... I felt her pain. I still am, and suddenly I feel weak. I feel sad again, and I want to drink.
The office is quiet, but I get up and gather my things. I know I will not be completing any work today, and I just need to go home.
A few seconds later, I make sure my things are all with me and I walk to Hanks desk. He looks up at me, expectingly. „Hey.. u-uhm, Hank... I am going home. Can you.. come check... c-check on me later? Im not.. feeling well." Hanks eyes go soft, which is a rare occasion. He gives me a look that reminds me of when his son died, one of the only times he actually showed his true emotion.
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A glimpse of dawn~ connor x reader dbh
Fanfictionwhen you love the unlovable. "perhaps it is the greater grief after all to be left on earth when the other is gone" Y/N is left alone. An insane ex leaves her single and broken. On the verge of death, her health deteriorated and addictions crawling...
