Played by Fated | Jeonghan

~• Part 63 •~

"I don't want you to suffer alone. No. I don't watch to watch you suffer while he can enjoy his life going everywhere and do anything he wants because Eunjin I love you." he said and made me taken aback.

"I'm sorry what?"

"Yes Eun. I love you." he said again. I just look at him confusedly but then understand what he mean. Of course I love him too as a friend.

" I love you too won." I said but he's shaking his head while chuckling.

"No eun. Not in that way. I love you as a lover not a friend."

he what?? my eyes widen and I let go of his shoulder. I took steps back but he quickly take my hand back in his.

"I mean it eunjin. Please listen to me. I've been loving you since the day I've met you for the first time at Jeonghan's. Seeing you make my heart feel warm. Seeing you getting hurt by jeonghan and anyone, hurt my heart. Seeing you smile with anyone other than me made me jealous. I can't stand seeing you sad or cry. I can't stand see you in others man's arms. It pained me. The 4 years we spend and live together makes me realizes that my love for you  not just as a friend but something big than that and it's growing bigger. Each days, each hours and each minutes just make my love for you more stronger and stronger. I love you. I love you so much that I want to make you mine." he confess.

He just confessed to me?? After all the years I've been friend with him I've never know that he grew feelings for me. Like he was so different with me. I mean I thought his taste are not a girl like me but an elegant and charming woman. I was speechless. I love him as a friend but I don't know.

"won...I..I—" he then place a hand on my mouth. He shook his head while smiling.

"You must be shock. It's okay but just know this, I love you and I want to make you mine and only mine. I want to marry you. I want to keep you to all myself, eunjin. I want to take you away from that bastard guys. I want to be the proudest man to ever call you my wife. Eunjin will you let me marry you?" he suddenly asked and make me even more shocked. Did he just propose me on the spot after he confess? Like this is so different and to be honest, no one even propose to me before.

I was in absolute shock. I look at him confused and wide eyes.

"Won, w-what are you talking about?? m-marry?"

"Yes. I want to marry you. I've been with you for all the years. I can't keep this to me anymore. I can't stand seeing you with that bastard. So eun, will you?" he asked again and tears fall from my eyes.

"you've been with me for all the years just for you to marry me? you're not sincere being friends with me?" I asked back while tears keep flowing. Like I don't undertsand everything.

"No! No! Don't get me wrong. I'm sincere being friends with you but my heart take it to another level which is love. I love you. And that is also sincere...I'm sorry if it was too sudden but I love you eunjin. I want to make you mine." he said. I saw his eyes are also filled with tears. This means he is serious. He then went to hold my hand again but I swat it away. I look at him disbelief as I can't believe any of this.

I then took my leave and quickly went inside the house to the room. I can hear his voice keep calling my name but I ignored it. I need time to process everything. It was so sudden. How can he love me? I thought he didnt have any feeling for me? Is he just playing with me or what? Tears still falling nonstop eventhough I've wipe it away. Suddenly a creak door open sound can be heard. I quickly compose and pull the blanket close to my chin and close my eyes but the tears won't stop falling. I can feel the bed dip and the light become dimmer.