𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑺 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 // 𝑱𝑨𝑪𝑲 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑴𝑷𝑰𝑶𝑵

𝘌𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

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"Do you wanna sleep in my room tonight?" I ask Jack as we walk back to our hotel "Why?" he asks 

"I mean, you don't have to if you don't want to, I just don't feel like being alone," I shrug quickly "Yea, I just gotta shower first and then I'll come to your room," he smiles 

"Great, cause like I wanna talk about, you know," I say slowly so he can catch on to what I'm talking about "Good, because so do I," He says and I smile

The rest of the walk back was silent, not a bad silence but the comfortable one, we could hear the waves of the ocean crashing upon the shore, the birds chirping as if it were morning, and the breeze hitting us just right.

I got into my hotel room and immidetly changed into more comfy clothes, I brushed my teeth and then made my way toward my bed. I started to think about all the right things to say to Jack, how I was even going to start the conversation, and what I was gonna say to make sure nothing bad could happen between us.

After about thirty minutes I heard a knock upon my door, I got up from the bed and made my way over, I opened the door to reveal a Jack with wet hair and Pajamas on. "Well hello sir," I say opening the door with a smile and moving out of the way so he could walk in 

"Hello," He says brightly "I was just watching some TV," I say as I close the door and make my way back to where I was sitting 

"I almost slipped on my way here," He laughs "Why? What happened?" I say as I let out a breathless chuckle 

"There was this puddle of water in the hall and I didn't see the caution sign so I walked right through it and almost died," He says and I laugh "Maybe next time, watch where you're going," I say as he sits on the bed next to me 

"Well I was on my phone, maybe the water shouldn't have been there," He laughs "That's your fault,'' I laugh 

"Mhm, whatever," He playfully rolls his eyes. The room goes silent, the only thing you can hear is the TV and the sound of our heartbeats. I don't know what to say, or what to do, or how to act.

"So," He and I say at the same time "You go first," we say again at the same time which causes us to laugh slightly 

"You go first," Jack says and I take a deep breath "I don't even know how to start this," I laugh awkwardly 

"Look, when we broke up, I'll admit, I was heartbroken like there were days where I couldn't even get out of bed let alone do the littlest things, but then there were days where I was just so happy and so content with my life that you weren't on my mind," I sigh and he just looks at me

"I know that sounds like I didn't miss you on those days when I was happy, but to say the least, I missed you every day. There were little things I'd see or hear that just automatically made me think of you and then I would sulk in my misery because I missed you," I say softly 

"When I knew I had to come on the press tour I was so nervous to even be around you because I knew all the love I carried for you would suddenly come back up and It'd get harder to just look at you. But somehow it felt like it did before, I don't know how to explain it but I felt at peace when I was around you again,"  I sigh 

"You make me feel like a better person, you make me feel like I'm appreciated, and I get we both probably needed to break up to grow but god I couldn't imagine going another day without you knowing that I never stopped loving you," I say quickly 

"And it's okay if you like don't love me anymore, and If you think I'm making a complete fool of myself we never have to talk about this again and I can pretend that we didn't kiss and we can just go back to being friends no matter how much it hurts but if that's what you want then that's fine by me," I ramble without looking at him 

"Indi," he says softly and I turn to look at him "Huh?" I say quickly "I wouldn't have kissed you if I wasn't still completely head over heels for you," He says and I smile 

"Really?" I say "Yes really, Indigo you'd be a fool to think I even stopped loving you," He says and my smile grows wider 

"Can I kiss you?" He asks while leaning closer "I want you to kiss me so bad you don't even ask," I say and he pulls me in for a kiss 

I place my hands on either side of his neck while he pulls me into his lap, his hands make their way to my waist while my hands move through his hair, He pulls me in closer to deepen the kiss and I smile into him 

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Author's note 

Y'all are literally going to hate me for what I'm gonna do to them soon but it needs to happen because I #lovedrama