Kennys right. Kyle thought to himself. If I really feel this way about Stan I need to tell him even if I know his opinion about gay people. But I'm not gay I like plenty of girls! Okay. I'll invite Stan for a sleepover and tell him in the morning. Kyle looked over to see two girls gossiping. "Is it true?" One girl asked. "Yes Wendy is asking Stan out again." Girl two responded. Kyle froze. His eyes started to form tears in his eyes. It's not true he told himself. He ran to the hallway to go check. "Stan?" "Yes Wendy?" Stan asked in a polite manner. "Will you be my boyfriend again?" Wendy asked. Oh Wendy, I'm so sorry but n" Stan stopped himself seeing a green hat at the edge of the wall. "Please excuse me Wendy." "Kyle?" Stan asked as he ran over to him. "Kyle are you okay?" Stan asked as he saw Kyle sobbing. "I-it's nothing don't worry Stan. Please look away I don't want you seeing me like this!" Kyle yelled as he ran to the bathroom. Wendy came over. "Oh shit, sorry Wendy but"- "What? You don't like me because you like Kyle? It's obvious bow go get your man idiot!" Wendy yelled. Stan blushed as he ran to the bathroom.
"Kyle?" Stan asked as he entered the bathroom. Kyle was crouched under a sink. "Go away Stan." Kyle mumbled. "Kyle what's wrong? I wanna help I really do." "You wouldn't understand Stan! I like you but you like Wendy I was going to ask you after I invited you too a sleepover but then Wendy asked you and"- " I DONT LIKE WENDY KYLE!" I like someone else! Someone who has the most amazing orange hair and an awesome green hat." "Stan? Why didn't you tell me?" "Because Kyle I was shy." "You idiot." Kyle said as they both leaned in for a kiss. "So that sleepover?"Stan whispered as they both chuckled. "Sure just ask your mom." "Kyle she said I could go!" Stan exclaimed.
"So about earlier." Stan went on. "Oh. Uhm what about it?" Kyle asked. "We both like each other and we kissed so does that make us boyfriend and boyfriend?" "Oh. I guess so." Kyle responded. ( I'm changing my writing style) Kyle: so should we go to bed now? It's already nine thirty? Stan: sure. Kyle laid down and stared at the ceiling thinking about the kiss. He blushed as Stan rolled over and wrapped his arms around his waist still sleeping. Kyle: Oh shit my hearts racing but I don't wanna wake him. I guess I should just go to bed. In the morning. Stan: this blanket is so soft and warm. As his eyes adjusted he realized that "blanket" was Kyle. Stan: OH GOD, don't wake hin don't wake him! Oh shit he's waking up. Pretend to sleep pretend to sleep! Kyle: it's okay dude. Stan blushed and squinted his eyes. Kyle: if you really need something to cuddle while sleeping my arms are open. Stan: so it isn't weird? Kyle: of course not. Stan: so it's okay if I go back to bed. Kyle:sure dude. As Stan drifted off he thought about how it would be so weird if it was anyone else but with Kyle it just felt right.
Stan stared at Kyle while sitting at the lake. Kyle: what are you doing Stan? Stan: I don't know just looking at you I guess. Kyle:Oh. Stan:is that weird? Kyle:No because well you're Stan. Stan: We should go to the bus. Kyle: Yea but what about you know. Stan: don't worry about it. As he Stan kissed Kyle on the forehead and made his way to the bus. Kyle ran to the bus too but he looked all flustered. Kenny: So Kyle how'd it go? Kyle: Great were now dating. Cartman: That is so gay you should go get a room. Stan: Shut up you fat ass you say that as if you'll ever date someone. Cartman: Shut up Stan! Someone will come and think I am very kewl and I will think they are very kewl to and we will then kiss and date. Kyle: sure as if someone would think you are "kewl". Stan: so Kyle what do we do now? Kyle: I don't know. Cartman: maybe you guys should kiss. Stan:Shut up fat ass. Cartman: shut up you gayer. Kyle: Stan we should just go to class. Stan: yea kyle. And so they went to class. Wendy: hello boys. She said as she winked. Stan: hey Wendy. Kyle: Hi. Wendy: Kyle I wanted to apologize I just wanted Stan to express his feelings for you I don't like him I'm already in another relationship. Kyle: really? Wendy: Yea I'm dating Bebe. Stan: BEBE? Wendy: yea we've been dating for 2 months now. Kyle: You didn't tell us? Wendy: No, we were planning your wedding. Stan: Our what? Kyle: yea thats like 30 years from now! Wendy: it'll come closer than you think. Wendy laughed. The day ended. Stan: bye Kyle! Kyle: bye Stan! Stan went home. It's true he thought to himself. Your life flashes before your eyes when you die. It's also true that hearings the last sense to go, maybe thats why I can still hear Kyles cries but I think I'm leaving they keep getting softer and quieter and now I can't hear him anymore. I don't know whats after life or death. It's like I'm in a void but it's full and I can't move. I feel myself drifting away from the void. Kyle. I thought to myself. How selfish can I be to not care about the damage it will cause him. I feel myself getting farther and farther away from the void. I wanted to pray that the doctors will save me and I can see Kyle again but I knew I must've drank to much at this age. And the void felt so soft and comforting I didn't want to leave. Maybe Kyle will meet me in the void. The void feels like Kyle. I've left the void and now I'm in a place which I can't describe. It's beautiful. The leaves rustle and its warm and soft. The air is comforting. I think to myself for the last time, Kyle would love this maybe as much as I loved him. He chuckled to himself before finally dying once and for all.
