Namjin Sickfics/Oneshots

ignored in little space(request)

This was a request from imtwinkle_

Author pov

It was a normal day in BTS dorm. Two littles were playing with their toys but there was a difference between them

One of the littles was playing in his own like usual, but the other one was playing with his five caregivers

Yes, namjoon was the one who was playing on his own, and Jungkook was the one who was playing with his caregivers

Namjoon and Jungkook were both littles but the five caregivers were ignoring namjoon.

They were only playing with Jungkook, even his boyfriend Jin

When he was asking them why they were ignoring him, they were saying that jk was the smallest, so he needed more attention

But namjoon was a little too, right? He needed care and attention, too.

He looked at the six of them playing and sighed. He was so sick of this.

He got up and went to his room after picking up his toys

He knew they wouldn't notice if he was there or not. He laid on his bed with teary eyes hugging his koya plushie

"W-why t-they d-don't gib attention t-to j-joonie? E-even d-dwaddy"

He sobbed and cried himself to sleep

Next morning

Namjoon woke up not feeling good. He was in big space now and he knew they would ignore him if he says that he is not feeling well

So, he didn't say anything and went to the bathroom to do his morning after making his bed.

He was feeling sick and sad at the same time. He was the first little in BTS.

After the foundation of jk being little, Jin and the others started to ignore him.

He was missing Jin's cuddles or etc. But he was playing with jk all the time like namjoon wasn't there

He sighed, knowing he can't change everything. He looked at the mirror and thought to himself

Am I too ugly?

Yes, jk is much more handsome and cuter than you. Of course they would love him

He felt tears welling up in his eyes and let a few of them fall. He got out and took his phone and earphones

He sat there, locking the door. He started crying silently while listening "Silent Cry" form Stray Kids

(Guys you should listen this song because it is soooo beautiful. Whenever I feel sad, I listen this song and feel like I'm not alone)

It was calming him, he felt like all his sadness was going away.

After the song ended, he got up and washed his face and waited for a few minutes, then got out

He went downstairs to see all of them having their breakfast laughing and chit chatting

His heart broke into pieces and he sat down not looking at them.

After the breakfast ended, he said

"Jin can you come we need to talk"

Jin furrowed his eyebrows seeing namjoon in headspace and said

"Sorry but we are going to the park with kook"

"It's important and trust me it won't take even 5 minutes"