BLIND CONFESSIONS

PART 16 - AM I IN LOVE?

After minutes we both were nude, I couldn't see him but I could feel his arms that bulged up and his bicpes, his body had folds, he was so fit and his hands had veins popping out, I was a bit nervous that he can't see me, but the moment he started sucking my neck, I lost it! My consciousness was gone  , I started moaning......

                    Next day morning

Y/n : I really had a good dream yesterday, and I feel so light, maybe I had good sleep!

I sat on the bed and was stretching my arms out, and the moment I felt cold air hit my nipples, I WAS SHOCKED REALISING I WAS NAKED AND MY HEART STARTED BEATING FAST, I prayed that there should be no one near me- I slowly turned my neck sidewards

Y/n : shittt! I messed up! Taehyung is with me! I messed up!

I grabbed a robe near me and ran towards my bathroom.... I took a bath... Not peacefully tho, my body was ached, he was soo rough yesterday night, hut I liked it, every part of me loved me

Y/n : okay! Y/n! Look! Tell him it was mistake! Aahhhh he will not believe me ! Whatever happens let it happen! Aghhhh

I came out holding my rob tighter to get a cloth and taehyung was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the floor, I tried to sneak towards my wardrobe

Taehyung : y/n!

I freezed and gave a sound "hmm"

Taehyung : yesterday night wasn't a mistake

Y/n : I know! It's okay! People make mistakes! It's okay!?

I was blabbering trying to not make him feel sorry, but then THE WORDS HIT ME AGAIN

Y/n : WHAT?  DID YOU SAY?

Taehyung syood up and came towards me, he was facing my back, of course he can here my foot steps

Taehyung : I think i.... I feel... I want you.... Not physically.... But also I need you... To be mine... Ahhh... Look

I turned towards facing his face

Taehyung : I will protect you, I will be your mom! I will be your dad! I will be your everything ! Can you be my valentine for the ball?

I suddenly felt a drizzly sensation, these words... I have heard it before... All the falshbacks with jungkook hitted me!  His words, his face, his care, the gun shots! I holded my chest and lost my balance to stand I backed off to the bed

Taehyung : y/n? Are you here!?

Y/n : (choking) ahhh! Ahhh! Taehyung get out! Get out!

Taehyung : y/n? Are you okay?

Y/!n : I said get out!!!!

Taehyung : yeah fine! Fine!

Taehyung tried to walk out of the room, though he also panicked that his walk wasn't straight

                    Later that evening

I went down stairs to have my lunch

Angeline : taehyung are you okay? Cause your face looks pale today?

Sofia : don't stress him....

I grabbed my plate and sat on a chair, the moment I sat, taehyung dropped his chop sticks, stood up and walked away

Sofia : did he walk away because-

Jimin : no  , he got a meeting! so he stood up, you ladies eat! Don't worry ☺

I tried to maintain silence and eat calm, I washed my hands after eating and walked towards the stair case

Jimin : is everything okay?

Y/n : why...

Jimin : taehyung seemed off the whole time, and I coincidentally saw him coming out of your room restless, and you were shouting get out

Y/n : that... That...

Jimin : his father never allowed him to get into his room, his father felt taehyung was just a unwanted object in his house, he never got any care or love he should get as a child , he was just happy and behaving strange after talking to you, he even came home early than complete big jobs he had, but today

Y/n : I know what I did jimin!

I yelled at him and went to my room

Y/n : I feel bad! Why am I pitying this guy? Why do I feel like I hurt him? Why in the first place, my heart beats whenever I see him close? And he proposed me?! He can't even see me.... How can he love me? What if I am ugly? But y/n ! I know you are pretty

I stood up and walked to his room, I knocked the door

James (body guard) : master is not inside... He went to work!

I nodded and went to my room

                        AFTER 2 WEEKS

y/n : taehyung are you inn? (Knock knock)

James : he is not-

Y/n : he is not inside right? Right?

James : yes mam

Y/n : okay

Jimin : what is happening here?

Y/n : why are you having your lunch in upstairs?

Jimin : nooo! It's for taehyung

James : shhh!

Y/n : oh! Great! Great!

I didn't wait a minute, I barged in the door and locked it, i took a pillow a pillow and started hitting him! Hard!

Y/n : so you are lying? Lying? Lying? To me! Huh?

I didn't know why my heart ached, I felt a outburst of tears iamd started bursting out