Broken Souls....

We All Need Someone to Listen...To Stay...

"maa ko kuch samjh nahi aaya..vo behosh ho gaayi....hum uss waqt college me the aur hume phone aaya ki ghar jadhi aane ko....hume pehale kuch samjh nahi aaya ki lecture ko chode kar bich me se kaise aaye..fir bhi hum gaaye aur hume news mila ki papa ne...."Karishma closes her eyes... "uss wqt hume kuch nahi samjh aaya..aise lag raha tha ki vo sab ek bure sapna hai....hum kabhi apne papa ko aise dekh bhi nahi sakthe hai...maan the ki unse galathi huvi hai lekin vo kabhi give up nahi karthe...but pata nahi uss din kya huva...ki unhone ye step liya....ye jaan the huva bhi ki unke jaane ke baad humare koi nahi hai....baas isi baat par hume unn par gusaa aatha hai....ek baar bhi humare baare me kyu nahi socha...kisi ko samjh nahi aa raha tha...meri maa tho hosh me thi nahi...baad me pata chala ki papa ne business deal kiya tha..aur usse kuch paise aane waale the jise humare life sudhar sakthi...jab vo nahi aaye tho unhone ye step liya..."Karishma her tears and finally turns her face to her...

"lekin unhee ye step lene ki jarurt nahi thi Hasu...hum dono ne kabhi unhee force nahi kiya...aakir tak hum baas inthna bole ki vo vaapas chale aaye aur kuch nahi..jo bhi hai usse hum sambal lenge...ek baar unhone humari baat nahi maani....maan liya hotha tho aaj ye din dekhna nahi hotha..ek tarah se dekha jaaye tho he just betrayed us...betrayed me....aaj tak humne unse kuch maanga hi nahi jo bhi kaha baas chodne ko kaha...par ye baat unhee samjh nahi aayi.....jaathe wqt bhi unhone sab kuch chinn kar chale gaaye...unke jaane ke baad humare jo bhi relatives hai kahi baate karne lage...yaha tak tho unhee ye bhi lagne laga ki hum dono ke wajse hi papa ne ye kiya....hum ne aur maa ne unhee bahut samjha ne ki koshish ki lekin logo ka kya hai unka tho baathe baana aatha hai..ye nahi soch the ki hume kithna darth hoga....din nikal the gaaya...aur hum dono thoda sambalne lage...fir bhi business ke log humare ghar aathe hai aur tamasha karne lage...iss liye maa ne vaha ka ghar bejh kar sab kuch sort out kar liya...humari padhayi chal rahi thi siliye uthni jalthi yaha nahi vaapas aa paaye...baas exam kahatam hone ka intezaar tha....bahut kuch saha hai Hasu...inn dino me...hum tho apne gussa kisi par bhi nikal dethe hai lekin maa tho kisi se apni feelings share kar hi nahi paa thi....humne unhee dekha hai raat ko apne room me rote huve...bahut hi bura lagtha hai unke liye...hum khush raha isliye vo kuch bol thi hi nahi...par hume pata hai ki vo kithna hurt huvi hai...."says Karishma and Haseena just hears her heart out...

Karishma turns to her and meets her eyes... "apko pata hai..jab ye sab humare life me ho raha tha koi bhi humare saath de nahi raha tha...ne maa ke side aur na papa ke side se....unhone tho hume apne saath le jaane ke fasla kar liya tha....hum nahi maane...hum apni maa ko aise chod kar unke saath jaana hi nahi chahathe the....uss wajse humare ghar me aur bhi jagda hone lagi...isliye hum dono ne mil kar ye decision liya ki hum yaha aa jaayege....taki hume sochna ka wqt mil jaaye..par pata nahi dadi yaha kaise aa gaayi...unhone kabhi humare maa ko accept kiya hi nahi tha..aur ab tho kuch bol hi nahi sakthe....baas iss wajse pareshan hothe raha the hai...matlab galathi koi kare aur uski saza koi aur le....yaha papa ki galathi thi..unhee rukna chaiye tha..par vo ruke hi nahi aur apne decision le liya....aur ab uski wajse hum dono ki zindgai baarbad ho gaayi..."

Haseena clears her throat... "aap ne ek baar bhi hume phone kyu nahi kiya....jab ye sab ho raha tha.."

"well bahut hi muskil ho gaayi...papa ne kaha ki kisi aur baat karne ki jaurut nahi..aur jise diary me humne apka contact number tha vo ghum ho gaaya...contact kare usse pehale ho sab kuch sar ke uppar se chala gaaya...."

Haseena rubs her back slowly...and Karishma wipes her tears thinking about those dreadful days of her life....then she looks at Haseena who is in deep thought..

"apne kyu nahi kaha ki café me problem chal rahi hai....hume tho laga ki sab kuch thik hai..."asked karushma and Haseena sits straight..

"hume bhi aisa hi laga tha....apke jaane baad humne aur dadi ne bahut acche tarah se Café ko chalaya but thoda paise ki jarurt ane lagi...humare paas jo savings the usse tho invest kar liya...firek din barish ke wajse roof tutt gaaya tha aur usse thik karne keliye humare paas jadha paise nahi the..hum tho Café ko renovate karna ka idea tha...pata nahi kaise Chahaji ko pata chal gaaya aur unhone humari madad karne keliye tyaar ho gaaye...hume aur dadi ko ye baat pasad nahi thi kyuki unki nazar humesha se Abbu ke property me raha tha...unke death ke baad vo ghar bhi le liya baas ye café chod diya....hum tho koi paise unse lena nahi chahathe the lekin uss wqt situation hi aise ho gaayi ki lena huva...humne bahut koshish ki unke paise ko vaapas karne ki...thoda thoda kar ke hi sahi...sab kuch thik hi chal raha tha....but ye nahi pata tha ki Chacha ki nazar humare café me thi....jaise hi profit aane lage aur humare Café thoda famous hone laga tho chacha ji isse bhi chinne ka socha...pressure dene lage ki time par unhee paise chaiye...hume jo paise mile vo sab dene lage fir bhi chacha ji khush nahi huve....aur unhone kaha ki aagar ki hum unhee pure paise nahi de paaye tho ye Café le lenge...ye baat sunn kar hume bahut hi gussa aaya...humne unhee bahut samjha ne ki koshish and time pucha fir bhi baat nahi maan raha hai...aur pichle mahine se tho yahi chal raha hai..dadi ne unhee bahut rokne ki koshish ki but kuch huva hi nahi....jab bhi café aathe hai hum dono ke bich ladai hothi hai..unhee pata hai ki ye café humare liye kithna important hai fir bhi nahi maane..."says Haseena...