Chapter 11 [Abhimaan's Vulnerability]

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(No)
(I don't want to hear a lie)

"Aadiya" I heard him and for the First time , I felt Something in those eyes a Bit of concern filled his eyes as he gently wiped the tear That left my eyes !

"Rana saa woh" I said but sighed i did not know what to say.

(Actually)

"Kya baat hai biwi koi dikkat hai toh aap hame bataiye aur Aapke liye ham Rana saa nahi hai " I heard him and took a deep breath and not being able To control hugged him !

(Whats the matter wife , if there is some problem tell me and I am not the king for you)

I felt sobs escape my lips and he Immediately wrapped his arms around me ! Hie frame covering me almost completely caressing my hairs !

"Itne saalo tak kyu hame pehchana tak nahi aapne ek bhi din hamse baat kyu nahi ki aapne" As a few sobs escaped my lips and his hold around me tightened making me lose onto my energy and now my body was completely on his support !

(For there many years why did you ignore me , why did you never talk to me)

"Har roz har raat intezaar karte rahe ham aapka par aap nahi aaye" I said unable to keep in the emotions That have been building up in me for years now .

(I waited for you Every day but you never came )

"Kyuki aapko kabhi hamari kadr hi nahi thi" I yelled this time trying pushing him away But his hold on me was too tight and soon I broke down crying heavily in his embrace!

(Cause I was never important to you)

"Sabko saza milegi Aadiya hame woh baate bhi pata hai jo aapne hame nhi batai , Ham Aapke chacha chachi ko aise nahi jane denge kuch samay intezaar kariye aur rahi baat hamari toh hame maaf kar dijiye bas itna keh sakte hai ki karan hai hamare paas pyaar se dar lagta hai hame" I heard him say and for the first time I felt vulnerability in his voice and looked at him to see him with a whirlwind of emotions !

(Everyone will be punished Diya, we also know the things that you didn't tell us, We will not let your uncle and aunt go like this, wait for some time And it's my matter, so forgive me, I can only say that I have a reason, I am afraid of love.)

"pyaar se dar" I asker looking at him.
"Sabki tarah aap ne bhi agar hame khud se door kar diya toh seh nahi paenge Ham" I heard him say and cupped his cheeks Saying "Ham kabhi aapko chod ke nahi jaenge Rana saa koi apni zindigi chod ke kaise ja sakta hai".

(Fear of love)
(Like everyone else, if you keep me away from you, then I will not be able to bear it)

"Pyaar ki sabse pehli aur khoobsurat nishani kya hoti hai aadiya kisse zyada pyaar hame koi nahi kar sakta"
I heard him ask and looked at him confused Saying "maa" and he chuckled Saying "toh phir jab hamari maa hi hame chod ke chali gayi Toh ham dusro se kya apeksha rakhe kaise bharosa karle biwi kis pe bhi" as he took a deep breath avoiding my gaze moved out of the room leaving me shocked and confused.

)Who is the first and most beautiful sign of love?)
(mother)
(So then when my mother has left me, what should I expect from others, how can I trust anyone ?)

Soon when I felt my body come out of his small sudden out burst  I ran out to search for him not bothered Of what the people would think of me !

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