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— doyoung & taeyong —
taeyong's hand brushes his and doyoung sees it in his eyes— not love but familiarity, the feeling of home and comfort. the sense of safety, all inside one person.
he aches for his touch, but more than that he aches for his soul. his soul to be with his— together till the fates let him.
not as a lover because what they have goes beyond love but as a constant, a forever in his life. a face that will be engraved in his mind and in his heart. eyes that he will seek in happiness and distress. the arms he would crawl into and call home. his and his only.
that is taeyong to doyoung. that is taeyong and doyoung.
much more than any label could define them.
he remembers their conversation on the night they spent camping on the beach.
"doyoung, you see those waves? that's me in your life"
doyoung lifts his head slightly from where he is laying next to taeyong. the sea is silent, much calmer in the quiet of night.
"how?"
"because no matter what happens. i will always be there. you will always find me here, at the same spot"
taeyong meets his eyes and even in the darkness of the night, they shine brighter than the stars above his head.
"you don't have to worry about me disappearing because i can't go anywhere, doie. your gravity will always pull me to you, will keep me near you"
his hands move forward on the blanket but they don't reach his. "you just have to come back to me and i'll be yours''
doyoung chuckles, sitting back up. taeyong follows, frowning. "hey, i'm being serious. don't laugh"
"i know, yong"
moonlight falls upon taeyong's face and he looks godly, like a piece of art that doesn't belong to this generation. something that is so divine, so surreal it makes doyoung question reality.
"and you know what i am in your life?"
"what?" taeyong's voice is honey sweet.
"the moon" he points up at the sky. taeyong's eyes follow. the moon is beautiful and distant— like doyoung. the sea reflects its glow.
"even if i disappear, even if i go away, know that i'll always come back to you. i have to"
taeyong smiles, pretty and soft like roses blooming against the morning dew. "because you can't get rid of me?"
doyoung shakes his head.
"because i can't live with you"
— ♡ — i want what they have 😔
also i promise i'll post a full story after my exams are over till then this is all i can offer D:
edit: guys if you ever get the chance please read 'this is how you lose the time war' by amal el-mohtar & max gladstone. it's beautifully written but other than that i think it's very dotae coded. blue being doyoung and red being taeyong. i want to write something like that cause is so !!!
