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"BAEEEE IT LOOKS SO NICE HERE" i said as i looked around, i was expecting a nice hotel but he rented a whole villa and it looks so beautiful i'm in awe
"you like it ma ?" he asked
"duh nigga did you not just hear me, this place is so perfect i wanna stay here forever" i responded and he waved me off
"you gon have them braids in the whole trip ?" he asked and i nodded
"yeah why ?" i answered then asked and he laughed
"ok, we'll see if you actually keep them in the whole week, yo ass can't keep a hairstyle fa' shit" he said making me smack him upside his head
"boy shut up i got the money for it so i can switch it up the next day if i wanted to" i said while playfully rolling my eyes and he grabbed my waist and kissed me
"yup my baby got ha own money but it don't even matter cause ima still spoil yo ass"
"boy moooove, let's go shower" i suggested while pushing him away
"we gon fuck ?!"
"yes"
"let's go" he said picking me while carrying me to the bathroom
time skip.
"what you finna wear ma ?" he asked me and i shrugged
"probably this green dress i bought" i answered
"i can't wait till we back here tonight.. ima fuck you till the sun come up" he said making me smile
"you love fucking me Kentrell" i laughed
"sholl do, i missed this perfect pussy these were the worst three years without you" he replied making me kiss him
"were they really the worst ?!"
"yeah, i already knew who was meant fa me and it's you, you my soulmate and you the only woman i'd actually marry, i don't see you not being my wife i don't see any other bitch being my wife and it was hard because i had hurt you and you left ian know if we was ever gon fix things so i just really convinced myself i'd be alone forever that's what inspired my pain songs" he explained making me frown
"i inspired your pain songs ?! really ?!" i asked him and he nodded
"Nevada was my favorite one... remember that mami.. when i came to Vegas when i found out you was out there wit ya sister" he said making me frown
that was the last time we actually saw each other before we went three years as strangers
"yes i do remember.. you came out there trying to find me and you did, you locked us in a room for hours and we argued the whole time and you said if i'm foreal then say that and you'll leave"
"then what happened ?!" he asked
"i told you that i was foreal done with you.. then you left and i didn't see you again after that" i answered
"that's when i lost my heart in Nevada, after that i had no hope and was done wit everybody and everything, all i did was miss you" he explained making me frown even more
Although he did cheat on me.. i never really gave him the chance to explain himself but i knew that he was most likely black out drunk and being drunk isn't an excuse to cheat i know but i could've just set boundaries like that..out of a decade that's the only time he messed up and i didn't give him a second chance
"i'm sorry for leaving you Kentrell. i hurt the both of us even more by not talking things out and just telling you i didn't want anything to do with you. i also feel guilty that i went and got a boyfriend i just didn't think we'd ever see each other again.. but when i saw you again at that party i was truly afraid because deep down i knew that i'd end up leaving him and coming back to you.. i was so angry at that one mistake that i didn't realize that i actually missed you probably more than you missed me, i just hid it well because that's what i'm used to and you know that.. ever since Raymond died i just adapted to it and i hate it because i miss out on finding happiness by keeping shit in" i ranted to him with tears falling
I don't even know why i'm crying, i just feel so weird about the situation because it didn't have to end the way it did
"ion blame you fa wanting ta forget me, i hurt you real bad but i promise you that'll never happen again.. i'll never betray you like that ever again.. i promise you we gon get married in the next year or so.. we already dated long enough i want you as my wife and the mother of my kids" he said while pulling me into a hug
"ima end thing's completely with him after this trip" i mumbled
