Riah Sky Valeria - a jolly, humble, yet mysterious nursing student at Hamilton University. A positive student who always strives for the best.
Klea Luna Gray - A famous, serious and beautiful professor who always gets what she wants. She doesn't wa...
Calm yourself, Sky.. This is it. It's now or never.
January 1, 2019
Love,
Happy New Year, My Sky!
Another year of you not being here by my side. I miss you so much, Hon.
Do you remember these pictures?
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These pictures were taken when you finally said yes to me. When you're officially my girlfriend.
I was so happy because of that. Even tho our relationship is kind of secret. Your my first love. You'll always be my love, Sky.
-Luna
After reading that, a tear escaped in my eye.
But then, I saw another one. A letter from a year ago. I opened the letter, and there I saw a long paragraph of words.
May 3, 2022
Love,
How are you, Sky? It's been 5years, but I haven't heard a word from you. 3 years ago, your mother said you guys are in America and you'll be staying there for good. So, you chose to leave me. I kept on giving you letters, I saw your facebook account that is no longer active.
After that accident, your mother kept on blaming me for what happened. Your father also died because it is his car that bumped us. But your mother kept insisting that it is my fault.
I lost my scholarship because of her. I should only be paying the tuition for the last semester but your mother finds a way to make me suffer. She made me pay the tuition for that four years. I don't know where to get that big money for my tuition. It is like, your mother made my life worse. I got a double and triple job, but it's not enough. Graduation is near and the school said i won't be able to graduate if my balance will not be settled.
I almost ended my life because of that. My dreams, our dreams, I almost forgot about it. But someone helped me. She said i owe it to her but I will not repay her through money. She said she might be needing my help in the future. I accepted it because I need to graduate. I want to find you, Love.
I can only contact Viya, your besfriend. But she said that your mother talked to her to say nothing to me about you. But Viya treat you like a sister. That is why she's saying to me that you're fine and you have nothing to do with it.
I know you didn't left for the reason of leaving me or you don't love me. Sky, i want you to know that I still love you. Nothing changes, Sky. It's you, and always be you. Through these years of me sending you letters, i hope you are really reading this. I'm still hoping for a reply from you. I'm still hoping, Love.
-Luna.
After reading those, hindi ko na napigilan pang umiyak. She suffered a lot because of me. She's been through a lot?
Random flashbacks hit my head kaya sumakit ito.
"A-arayy.." i mumbled.
But then, I started to remember everything about her.
Her smile Her face Her laugh The tulips The car accident.
Everything.
"Love" is the only thing i said at umiyak na lang. I felt pain in my chest. Pain that i can't control dahil sobrang masakit siya. All those years that i felt incomplete inside, suddenly became whole. I became whole. But i didn't imagine this was hard, painful. The girl I love the most, she suffered because of me, because of my mom. She's been in pain for years at wala manlang akong ka-alam alam about doon. My mom hid it from me. That is why she's sorry about it.
Fuck, my girl, my love.. She suffered a lot. Wala ako sa tabi niya para samahan siya. My mother knows this and wala manlang sinabi sa akin before.
My head still hurt as fuck, I'm crying habang nakahiga. The only thing I can think of is her.
Luna..
I'm sorry, love. I'm sorry if i wasn't strong enough to fight for you. I didn't know. I'm sorry.
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Update for tonight!! Hehe, sorry guys kung masakit ha.
