Help Me

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4th Year, Last Semester

I am near to my goal, but it feels so far

Amidst the hell weeks, months, actually the whole hell semester

Hearing about someone committing suicide is the last thing I want

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I survived 7 semesters and I am still trying to survive the last.

Sunod sunod na exams, activities, klase

Mapa face to face man yan o online

Isa lang masasabi ko.. ang hirap..

Nagbibilang na lang ako ng araw kung kelan matatapos na ang lahat, actually malapit na.. pero sobrang hirap

I admit, its partially my fault kasi ang tamad ko.. matagal na kong tumigil sa pagiging studious.. If may time man ako ilalaan ko na lang sa pagbabasa ng wattpad, manga, and other things that is not productive.

But in my defense, that is how I cope up sa stress sa school..

If you will ask, bakit ka mastress sa school eh ikaw tong tamad?

Kasi I want to finish my study.. the problem is, I lack motivation, I am too exhausted na on school matters, that All I want is to finish it immediately.

Tamad ako pero I am doing my best to comply with all the requirements, activities, exams, etc. For the sake na nga lang of meeting the requirements.

Wala na kong gana.

So hearing about suicide is sad.

Though hindi pa clear ang reason and puro speculations palang..

Imagining someone, in the same situation.. but reaching to that point. I can't really imagine..

Hindi ko maisip kung gaano kahirap para sa kanya yung mga nangyayari para umabot sa ganun.. and nalulungkot ako at the same time natatakot.

All I can do is pray, for that student, his/her family, for all na in the same situation, for myself, my friends, and everyone.

To have peace
To survive
To finish this school year
Despite all the stress and exhaustion that we are feeling

We might be exhausted sa school but I hope we don't be exhausted in our life

I hope all the demons that is corrupting our mind will be gone.

Everyone, Let us survive safely.

Please.