Generous Dose

Poison & Healing | Poisideon & Reeling

Generous Dose

(for guru)

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Kill me slowly
with poison prescribed
Shepherd me softly
to the other side

Eternal guide
Working through you
the enlightening gift
was to meet the guru

He stares in a pond
I'm below the surface
For years he'd been fishing
Casting his empty nets

I had been sleeping
A walking dead bride
waiting for a lover
from the other side

I took the bait
He awakened my soul
Climbed in his net
He pulled me up from below

Now I've got my wings
For me, his heart sings
Nothing tastes sweeter
than the poison he brings

Helping & harming
My bleeding heart
Souls you've been pharming
Our love is our art

Quicksilver doses
I'm lowered to my grave
the living may cry
but dear God I am saved
and my way he has paved
with his dual staff
splitting my cranium
perfectly in half

He's magick, he's madness
a sorcerer type
He could be a savage
he could be a knight
he could be the most godly thing in sight
he's a vessel for Christ
and the devil alike

I like my love with a little pain
He taught me duality
so I'd find wholeness again
he promised to stay
he promised to stay
Seven ringed lover
An altar to pray

over my grave
holy water shakes
onto the mound
but I am okay

A star in heaven
thy kingdom come
thy will is done
Lottery won
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Generous dose
I needed it most
Thank you for turning me
into a ghost

He taught me every thing that I know
Brought forth from the heavens
forbidden knowledge is shown

A bite from the apple
Revealed the truth
I drank the poison
Of his Gnosis tree root