My Emotion

Him

*Every thing is real al this incident happen in my life and there are many more and it was one of them only and it true story not any frictional one *

Well I think you all get to know i don't have dad but also i have a story which is more painful than losing my dad in my life let's start it so. Basically after losing my dad i got depression and anxiety so to make it alright one of my friend told me to read book by listening to him i have gone to a library i was searching for any book when a tall old mysterious man came to me and ask
Man-What are you looking for young lady
Me-Well my life got alot of sad changes i lost a lot of people and i got alot of tension and sad so to refresh my mind i was searching for a book
Man-Well I have one but you have to buy it 
Me-How much and what type of book it is
Man-It cost free and It was love story You should buy it
Me-Ok
After saying it he went toward a shelf which contain very mysterious and old book I take it from him and went towards my Home well my mom always told me to go with our home car or book a cab but i want to walk after that I went
toward my room and change my cloth The first line was
Love is a beautiful feeling it feel best to be in love but some time it become worst also it dependent upon the person
After reading the first line my guts whisper to me to don't read it but i want to read it so i Started to read It I don't Know why but I kept myself in the place of Female lead and started to feel it feel so real the male lead make me fall for him more and more and he always take care i read that book for almost 5 Month and the name of male lead was Yuvan It was his bday i started to think I found myself in a gorges gown and some jwellery and there Yuvi is waiting for me there are many more people They were dancing Yuvi take my hand and make our way towards the Dance floor after sometime i told Yuvi
Me-Yuvi I Love you I want you with me forever
Yuvi-But I can't stay with you
Me-Why stop joking around I am serious
Yuvi-I can't because I didn't exist in real life you have made me
After saying this everything started to flow in air in the form of dust also my gown and jwellery  I started crying
Me-Don't leave Me yuvi in this cruel world i can't live without you
Yuvi-You know what every good thing has end my end has came i have to go and I know you will make it up I love you after saying this I throw the book i felt like nightmare i grab the book and in the last page it written that the female lead propose him and To Be continue i gone on a walk with the book and take it to library the librarian said that it don't have any part-2 and also I can't buy that book I ask her about the tall old man but he said nobody work here is old I think it was all my imagination but i started to have panick  attack Well i don't know i created him from imagination or he was my dream but I always love and trust him

*An eye with dust and a heart with trust always cries*