The best second chance

Chapter 6

I had a deep chat with Miranda she was worried about me but I reassured her I was fine I was in the middle of talking to some interns when I heard shouting it sounded like derek I walked closer to him and seen derek and Naomi fighting well shouting nai I said staring at her oh here she comes satan derek said making me flinch excuse me I said staring at him you turned Naomi against me he said practically raging no she didn't nai said standing closer to me you broke my sisters heart ok you forgot her in New York yeah you had an affair with a twelve year old she cheated first he roared stop I said silencing them you want the truth derek you chose work over me ok and then we lost our baby it felt like you blamed me ok I felt suicidal but you never noticed mark did I never cheated on you derek that night you found me I had just tried to kill myself I was in the bath passed out on sleeping tablets and vodka I cut my wrists the bath was full of blood except mark appeared I don't know why but he did he saved my life he patched me up forced me to be sick and then he laid next to me while I slept because he was afraid I would try again then you walked in and you thought the worst of me and I didn't correct you because you didn't care enough before so I didn't expect you to care then so no I never turned nai against you I told her the truth just as I told you just now and she helped me she made sure I was ok when we were married you made me hate myself derek so back the hell away and leave me and my family alone if that's all Dr Shepherd I said feeling tears down my face Addie derek said it's Dr Montgomery I said before I walked away with Naomi feeling washed out
I walked into the office the all kids were with violet and cooper for lunch I felt myself hit the floor and I started sobbing I heard nai come in and she hugged me tight oh my baby she said then I felt another pair of arms hugging me it was Sam we've got you Addie he said into my hair I thought I was ready to face him I said sobbing I felt nai and Sam lead us to the sofa we all laid down together I must of dozed off because when I woke up I was surrounded by my practice people my family they were playing eye spy hi I mumbled from sams shoulder welcome back to the living cooper said laughing what's the time I said 6 violet said mark took the twins home and the rest of the kids are with your friend Callie we all wanted to here with you Charlotte said thanks I croaked out right let's go home cooper said smiling we all left the office I was in between Sam and cooper we were talking about the beach in la when I heard derek Addie I'm so fucking sorry he said standing in front of me he was red faced from crying and he looked awful whatever Sam said glaring at him look derek ok we're done go home to your wife and kids and leave me alone I said Addie he said before Pete spoke she said leave her alone you've done enough we all got in our cars I let nai drive and Sam sat in the front I laid on back seats feeling exhausted we waited till everyone got their kids and we all drove home I felt Sam lift me out the car but I couldn't move myself I was exhausted.