lusting for more kinda whore

underworld.

i'd hate to die.
miss out on tomorrows sunshine.
not listen to my favourite record spin again.
i take the world for granted and i hate that about myself.
i live in the moment then destroy the moment with madness.
next time holds so much power and i don't care about today.
i love the grass and how it feels.
i love the women around me and the nest they build me.
i love the men who don't love me, yet.
they might fall for my red lipstick and teenage charm tomorrow.
so i'll wait to be settled in the hell hole of a man.
i'd hate to die.