Redamancy // 5SOS

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(A/N: Can we please talk about this picture of Luke, like seriously look at him!)

(Jennifer POV)

I looked over at the clock "6 O'clock" I mumbled to myself running to my garage and sitting up against the wall, they're already rehearsing and they're in the middle of heartbreak girl. "Damn it." I whispered I sat there as they went through rehearsing I softly sang along

"Jenn do me a favor and go tell the neighbors to turn their shit d- what are you doing?" My mother raised an eyebrow

I stood there wide-eyed "I-I was ju- Nothing."

"You like listening to this crap?" She furrowed her eyebrows

"I think it's good." I mumbled below a whisper, she's drunk Jenn WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!!? I thought as I tried rushing past her and into the kitchen

She pulled on my ponytail "This is idiotic, I don't want you listening to this shit it's fucking stupid singing about girls and what not."

I followed in pain as she yanked my hair walking me up the stairs and into my room pushing me to the floor and locked it from the outside. I sat there not bothering to turn the light on in the dark room, I sighed in frustration "How do I even do this anymore?" I questioned myself

I smiled to myself remembering when I first heard the boys next door having their first rehearsal they didn't have a drummer yet so it sounded funny not long after they got Ashton. I've never seen them but I listen to them through the garage wall, our garages are attached and the walls are thin, I don't really leave my house to be honest unless my mum sends me out for late night grocery shopping and I also attend online school so I'm not very social. It's funny I recognize each of them only by their voices and the conversations they have. Like for example when Luke got some kind of piercing, Ashton was quite upset it was sorta funny I try not to make noise or they'll realize I'm there. OH and I also know that Michael loves to dye his hair tons. They seem cool. I just never see them like face to face.

My eyes slowly drooped as the thoughts of the next doors neighbors flooded my mind.

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I woke up, I'm assuming the next morning because I heard my mother in the bathroom next door crying softly.

She had a relapse a couple weeks ago, she was doing so good without the alcohol or drugs and then BAM. She crumbled again, One day I came home from the grocery trip she sent me on and there was beer bottles all over the floor and she was passed out on the couch. I was expecting it to happen soon. I smiled realizing that my door was open a crack, I cautiously stepped out and into the bathroom

"Mum..." I whispered, I heard a sniffle and saw her wipe away at her face

"What?! What do you want?!" She spat not even turning to look me in the eyes

I sighed looking down.. "Nothing." I muttered walking back into my room and went on about the

"Lauren...Jenn? You home" my dad's voice echoed through the house.

I ran down the stairs and into his arms a huge smile plastered on my face "Dad." I sighed in relief

"How are you sweetie?!" My dad hugged me tight then let go as he took his jacket off and hung it on the coat hanger next to the door "Where's mum?"

Just then we heard the shower upstairs go on

"I guess she's about to get in the shower" I small smiled "Want some breakfast I can make you some."

"No thank you dear, I think I'm gonna head off and sleep" He kissed the top of my forehead and sleepily went up the stairs

My father's an emergency room doctor so he has no schedule, I smiled, he really does love his job

"Sweetie?" My dad smiled making me lose my train of thought

"Huh?"

"Do me a favor and actually go out and have fun. I put money in the card for you." He smiled wide heading to his room

I smiled realizing what he said "I actually get to leave the house for a little bit?" I whispered to myself

I ran up the stairs happily getting dressed and rushing down to the garage for my beanie, I stopped in my tracks as I heard Voodoo Doll I smiled happily and sang along as I looked for my beanie, early rehearsal I thought to myself "Tell me where you're hiding your voodoo doll cause I can't control myself!" I jumped around and laughed, then it stopped. I immediately covered my mouth with both hands realizing what I had done.

I heard a chuckle

"I knew it." I heard Michael's voice

"We knew someone was listening" Luke said

I stayed as quiet as I could, trying not to even make a peep

"You gonna tell us your name?"

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Hey I'm pretty sure this stories a flop, I know this is all over the place and shit but I'll try making the next chapter really good! OH ALSO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BE CO-WRITER FOR THIS STORY PLEASE MESSAGE ME SO WE CAN TALK!! (Also please don't forget to follow I'm new to twitter and I would fancy making friends!)