One
i wonder how you could lead me on
saying you feel like you are using me
that hurt more than me holding back my thoughts
wanting to deny the truth
but had to accept i had to let you go
Two
you said you were comfortable with me
the only one that you felt you could be real to
but then there are others. others you seek for.
am i being too much or am i asking for enough?
Three
you brought me around your family
i wonder if they knew how many girls you talk to
and i wondered if i should stay
or if i looked stupid staying.
Four
I dont know why i think you about you
Is it the toxic treatment?
is it the memories?
Shit, i have no clue.
Five; c
Why should I overthink with you?
It's like you keep me on a string
a fly, on a string, to be exact.
you keep me around at your convenience
know that i'm there
when i try to stray away
you tug me back
Really, what is there to overthink about?
YOU ARE READING
letting go
Poetrytrying to let go and heal trying to find myself trying to love myself i'm just trying to get over you - it's over. yet you're still in my mind like a soul tie. cut it.
