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Twentieth three chapitre ✨

📍BARCELONA
POV-jude

After I got in the hospital and learned what just happened to Paola and that we lost our son I was all broken I stayed with her all the time the doctor camed and asked us for a name for our son cause the hospital needed one

With Paola we looked at each other and we directly knew his name, his name was going to be JUNO when I was with Paola we discussed a lot about our futures children's name and Juno was our favorite one for a boy

It means the star that shine the most in the sky in latin and I think it fits him perfectly after all he is our little star

I stayed the whole time with her until I had to go back home cause I couldn't stay with her she already had her boyfriend and her brother there but I promised her to come back tomorrow

I was about to go out of the hospital when I heard my name being called I looked and saw pedri he took me in his arm first I didn't know how to react but then I took him in my arm too

Pedri : I am sorry for your lose Jude thanks for being here for her I know she needs you and you need her so thank you for being here

Jude : I should thank you for letting me be here for her pedri

Pedri : you have your right to be here Jude he is your son too

Then he letted me go and I got out of the hospital to go home when I arrived home my mom was there

Jude's mom : Jude what happened to Paola is she okay ?

Yes before going to the hospital I told her it was for Paola so she is worried now and I have to explain to her

Jude : she had a miscarriage mom she was pregnant from 6 months and it was a boy and she is with pedri for only 4 months so this baby was my son that's why they called me she had a denial of pregnancy that's why she didn't notice it but now she thinks she killed him the doctor told us that we should give him a name and we named him Juno but it hurts mom it hurts more than anything to lose our child

I started crying while explaining to my mom it hurts like hell to lose your children I hope no body goes tough this pain my mom took me in her arm

Jude's mom : oh my little boy I am so sorry for your lose but you have to be strong this little man wouldn't want to see his parents like that don't forget that this angel is watching you from above and I am sure he is proud of his father and Juno is such a beautiful name it fits him perfectly what does it mean ?

Jude : it means the star that shine the most in the sky in Latin

Jude's mom : it's so beautiful now go to sleep today was a tiring day for you

Jude : okay good night mom I love you

Then I go in my room I change myself and got in my bed and tried to sleep but I couldn't I was thinking about everything but after awhile thinking I feel asleep

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The next morning I wake up and go downstairs and see that my mom maded the breakfast ready she maded my favorite pancake with some fruits

Jude : good morning mom

Jude's mom : good morning my boy how are you today look I maded you , your favorite breakfast

Jude : I am okay mom don't worry and yes I see thank you it's so delicious

Jude's mom : no problem my boy everything for you by the way are you going to see Paola today ?

Jude : yep I am going to see her but first I have to do something

Jude's mom : okay be careful

Then I finished eating I helped my mom to clean up the kitchen and got upstairs to get ready i put on something really cozy and go out of the house first I have to go somewhere and then I will go to see Paola

When I arrived at were I should be I go inside and tell them what I want they took me and started doing what I wanted after 25 minutes it was finished and I was really proud of it I payed them and got back in my car

After 17 minutes I was at the hospital I quickly stopped to buy some flowers to Paola then got back in my car I arrived I directly got in her room I knocked and heard a little come in

When I got in I saw Paola there with pedri on her front and Ferran sitting down next to her

Paola : hello Jude thanks for coming are those flowers for me ?

Jude : no problem Paola yes those flowers are for you but I have another surprise

Paola : you remembered those are my favorite one and what is the other surprise

I opened my arm to let her see the surprise she was affected cause she started tearing off
My surprise was a tattoo this morning I got somewhere to do a tattoo the tattoo is an baby angel with the name of our son Juno and the date he was gone so yesterday it was such a beautiful tattoo

Paola : t..t...this is so beautiful Jude I am sure he is proud of you 

Jude : I am sure he is proud of you too Paola after all he has an amazing mom that loves him more than anything else

Paola : yes and he has a dad that loves him more than anything else

Pedri : this tattoo is so beautiful Jude I am sure Juno is proud to have you two as his parents

Jude : thank you pedri I hope he is ,I also hope to make him proud

Pedri : I am sure he will be look at you

I laughed I think things between me and pedri are getting better I start to appreciate him after all he also has a kind face

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Heys guys how are you doing ?

23th chapter is out what do you guys think ?

Little Juno this name is so cute

Things are getting better between pedri and Jude

Opinion on Paola ?

Opinion on Jude ?

Opinion on pedri ?

                                                        With love A 🫶🏻