Letting Go Of The Past

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"Triggered?" Karen asks

"Yup." I reply

"Triggered by who?" Robert asks

"Okay enough questions." Lee states

"It's okay Lee. I think everyone needs to know things about my parents. Adaptive parents... Sorry... Yeah." I reply

"Are you sure?" Lee asks

"I am. I trust everyone in this living room anyways." I reply

"Really sure?" Lee asks

"One hundred percent sure." I state

"So everyone... You can ask me any questions regarding my past life." I state not meeting anyone's gaze

"You we're adopted?" Jeremy asks

"Stolen, actually." I reply

"I know it sounds weird but I was stolen the day I was born." I state

"More like kidnapped." I add and I laugh

"What?" I ask

"Why are you laughing?" Brie asks

"Because it's funny?" I reply

"It's not." Chris H states

"Well to me it is." I state

"Keep asking questions." I add smiling

I don't know why I feel happy right now.

My biological mom keeps calling me the puppy im Puss in Boots: The Last Wish.

I asked her why...

She told me because I can still manage to laugh and smile after what I have been through...

Funny...

I don't know if I'm really okay...

But I'm sure that I love this version of myself.

"Did you experience a happy childhood?" Robert asks

Hmmm...

How should I say this...

"It was the best childhood I ever had. You know why?" I state

"No. Why?" He asks

"It's because my childhood is very dark." I reply

"How dark?" Brie asks

"I don't think we should-" Lee states but I cut her off

"My adaptive parents tortured and pressured me while growing up." I reply chuckling

They all then look at me weirdly.

Worriedly?

Angry?

Upset?

Whatever.

"Oh c'mon it's funny." I state and I sigh

"They're dead anyways. They both deserved to die." I add

"What exactly happened? The torture and stuff?" My brother asks

"My parents punished me every time I make a mistake." I reply

"That may seem normal... But as I grew older, I realized that it wasn't... It was abuse..." I add

"Abuse? What kind of abuse?" He asks

"I'll give you a situation... For an instance, If I fail one of my schoolworks... They will punish me... By beating me up, by locking me down in the basement and by starving me. Even if it's just one mistake." I add

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