criminalminds x reader

chapter 38

He might be right . God and I just almost broke the door of our section chief office.

"Spencer is right, there was no reason for us to barge in like this" Rossi said.

"I am so sorry mam" i say quiet scared.
She scares me.

"I know you all care about y/n. But this is good news. For a second I thought she-" strauss stopped herself.

"Thought she what?" Tara asked.
Strauss takes our a pointy bullet.

"She gave me this, when we were talking yesterday. Saying she bought it to-yk. In her words she thought about eating a bullet everything time she held her gun"
Tears fell down my cheek.
"Why would she tell you that from all people?" Derek asked.

"I don't think she ment to. I was talking to her about how reckless she was and I asked her to give me a reason why I shouldn't fire her. But she couldnt. She gave me even more reason why I should. One if them being in her words again 'no one is every going to trust a fed who looks like a tiger' she lifted up her sleeves showing recent cuts. She wasn't getting better. I decided not to fire her but i did recommended going to a mental hospital. " strauss went on to explain. I noticed it was difficult to say out those words for her.

Everyone was in tears.
"I thought she was getting better"
I let out in a cry. Derek comforted me and everyone slowly walked out of Strauss's office.

"So no goodbye? We won't see her for a month?" Emily asked she was visible upset.

"I have visitation rights but I don't even know in what facilitie she's in"

"I can try something "
Hotch goes in to call y/n's therapist.
He walks out still on the phone with her.

"They are willing to make an exception. 2 people are allowed to visit her today. Both penelope and spence are already on the list. The 2 visiting today do not have to be on the list" I look at Spencer expecting him to the want to see y/n.

"It's oke someone els can go. Em why don't you go y/n would love to see you"
Em nodded.
"Yea emily prentiss and penelope garcia. They still have to have y/n promision ofc" emily and I patently waited.

~
Y/n's pov.

I was in my room unpacking when someone walked in.
"Hi y/n? I'm doctor Evans, could you follow me" I follow behind him.

We walk up to a door but a big sign.
'Don't enter without personnel'
He opens the door for me and its some sort of infirmary.
I go sit down on the table.
"I need to check you for any reset cuts. Would you be oke with me doing it or do you prefer a female to do it"
The man had a kid warm smile.
Like he had seen darkness but still believed in the light.
"Ye it's fine"

I had to take of my clothes. I could to it 1 piece at a time but I was still uncomfortable. I take of my sweater leaving me in my bra. The man kinda smiled at me and said "this won't take long". It was cold but his smile made me a little more comfortable.

I stretch out my arm revealing all the cuts from yesterday. It didn't faze him. He was used to it.
He had to stich a few up and then he pit this white cream over them. I used a different cream for the burns. He gently wrapped bandages around both my arms.

" what does your tattoo mean?"
He asked kindly.
"It means eva" I responded while putting my sweater back on.
He looked like he already knew he she was. So he must have read my file.

I take of my pants next.
He allows me to put cream on my inner thighs myself.
So do, and also on my hips.
I bandage them up and put my pants back on.
"Could you step on the scale? You cam step on backwards of you don't want to see the numbers" he was very considered.