My heart aches as she cries explaining how she feels
"I just want peace zyairie that's all I really want I'm tired of getting hurt constantly it's like no matter how I try the hurt never stops I don't wanna put my guard up whenever I'm around people scared that they will hurt me,"
"The constant paranoia I experience whenever I'm treated right thinking it's a setup and a illusion,"
"You say you love me yet you hurt me,!"
"Everybody that has ever told me they loved me all they did was hurt and abuse me over and over again I know better but I don't wanna be alone so I just take it,"
"I wanna be loved and not scared that maybe it's not genuine I wanna experience being so in love that it's the most beautiful thing to ever happen I want love zyairie,"
"And I want you to be the person who changes my view on it in a good way but it's like you just don't know how to love,"
"Do you know how to love zyairie,?" She asks as tears fall from her eyes
I use my hand to wipe my tears
"I don't," I answer
"You can't teach me then if you don't know," she says staring at me
"I can learn for you," I say as she shakes her head
"You can't,!"
"You don't know how to love and I don't so we can't work,"
Weh she mean we cya work?
We have to.
I love her with my whole heart
"We can teach each other," I suggest
"But zyairie how,?"
I don't know I don't but we'll figure it out together
"We'll fight for what we want ,"
"You want me right,?" I ask as she looks down
"Yes I do,"
"I want you too we want each other we have each other let's start over right this time," I say as she looks up at me
"Start over,?" She mumbles
"Yes the right way," I say
"This time we'll get it right no more secrets no more hurt no more lies no more nothing! Only love good time and genuine connection,"
"I admit we'll have our differences but we'll work them out together as a team cause I love you and I want us to work,"
"If you just give me another chance I promise to be better than I was ,"
"What do you say,?"
"Can I think about it,?" She asks
"Yeah take all the time you need," I say using my kerchief to wipe my face
I know my eyes are red and puffy from crying
It's the first time I've ever cried Infront a female other than my mother not even my sisters I've cried Infront
It doesn't make me any less masculine to cry it's a human reaction to sadness or any situation that requires empathy
"Can I get a hug,?" I ask she nods I get up going over to where she is
She stands up I pull her into a comforting hug
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