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US vs 🌍

Omniscient POV
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Lamáya sits on the floor as the memories of the past flood her mind

It's overwhelming she feels consumed by the raging emotions threatening to take over

Why?

It's all my fault

Everything

She should have said something then but she didn't she let him get away with everything back then

Now he's back to ruin everything around her and her

She's so tired mentally it's exhausting faking a smile daily knowing everything is falling apart

But what exactly can she do? Nothing it's too late

He's going to get away with it again

She prays it's not going to be like last time

She wants to tell somebody so bad but she can't if she does she knows he'll come for her

She can't risk her life and family even friends she just has to stay silent until it's all over

Lamáya POV
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I sit on the bathroom floor of zyairie's house as tears flow from my eyes

I sob uncontrollably the past replaying in my head over and over again

Everytime I close my eyes I see him, him touching me , him kissing me, him-

The thought makes me gag which led to me choking on my tears I couch furiously

The lack of air making me feel suffocated

I gasp as I try to stand still coughing

I use the wall to get up rushing to the toilet to throw up what I ate earlier

I've been throwing up alot and it's exhausting

My body feels drained from all the crying I've been doing since my encounter with castro at the club

I've been keeping away from zyairie afraid that he'll eventually figure out something is wrong with me

I can't tell him what happened or anything about the past I just can't

I flush the toilet getting off the floor I turn on the pipe as water flow I look at it

I wash my face as my hands tremble I feel cold everything is spinning I close my eyes tightly

mi feel weak swear mi almost faint bout five time since day

Zyairie is currently outside with his friends around the swimming pool

I've chosen to exclude myself and stay inside away from everyone

I'm scared

Sighing I don't look in the mirror not wanting to see my reflection

Before I exit the bathroom I sigh I know my eyes are red and puffy my face probably swollen from crying alot

Opening the door I jump seeing zyairie sitting on the bed looking at me with a unreadable expression

Oh God

When did he enter and why didn't I hear him?

He's always so quiet it's scary when he pops up outta nowhere around me

I wonder how he does it?

He doesn't say anything but look at me with his cup in his hand

I want to say something but I'm not sure what exactly to say