Tegan : now u know where i live don't become creepy Ben ; haha Tegan : nice car Ben ; thanks Tegan: by the way i will be watching the game Ben ; oh yh Chelsea are playing ajax tonight Tegan : yh hopeing for a win Ben ; they should probably win Tegan : yh thats what I'm hoping Ben ; yh
He starts driving and we get the restaurant people started taking pictures and we got inside the the restaurant.
Ben ; when does the game begin Tegan : any minute i am setting it up now Ben ; lets get in on the action Tegan ; come on
I get my phone out my bag and he moves round the the booth
Tegan : right what can we set this up on Ben ; wait
He sticks my phone up against the Cutlery stand
Ben ; perfect Tegan ; thank u Ben : and we still have a few minutes to skim threw the menu Tegan; yh Ben ; how was your birthday Tegan ; it was alright Ben ; just alright Tegan: mmm Ben : did u get clothes for a 10 year old boy
I cover my face and i start crying
Ben ; shit...i am so sorry u know joking i swear I'm joking I'll stop with comments Tegan : no no
I wipe my eyes
Tegan : trust me u aren't the reason I'm crying i wouldn't cry any tears over u and i swear to god if u stop being mean to me i will make your life so miserable. Ben ; then why are u crying Tegan : none of your business
This women comes over taking our orders
Ben ; u have a daisy tattoo Tegan ; yh now shh kick offs about to begin
He goes quiet and we watch the game and it didn't go exactly how i wanted it to go it was 3-1 at half time with ajax winning and 2 of there goals being made by Chelsea players . In half time we ate and we got picture which i posted on my story
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In the second half of the game we got 3 more goals ajax got another goal and at the end of the game it had ended with a draw .
Ben ; well it wasn't awful Tegan: certainly wasn't there best game Ben ; u aren't going to win every game Tegan; I'm awear of that I'm just saying it wasn't there best game but i know the results could have gone a lot worse . Ben : and i was just saying u aren't gonna win every game as much as we wish we could. Tegan: yh Ben : right we've had our meal is there anything else u want to do Tegan : can u do me a massive favour
I look at him
Ben; what Tegan ; lets pay then i will direct u on where to go Ben ; I'll pay Tegan ; no Ben ; its your birthday I'll pay Tegan ; no Ben ; shh
I lean my head back and he pays for our meal
Tegan ; thank u Ben ; yh well happy birthday ez
He wraps his arm around me and we walk out the restaurant and we go to the car .
Ben ; so what is this massive favour Tegan ; my mums dying
He looks at me
Ben ; um... Tegan ; don't have to say anything my mum is dying and she is in a hospice for end of life care . I didn't tell her we are fake dating or whatever she thinks its real can u please act like we are together in front of her . If says oh look after her or look after her when I'm gone can u promise her u will . I want her to think i have someone to be there for me when shes gone Ben ; u want me to lie to your mum Tegan: please shes worried that I'll spiral when shes gone but if she thinks i have u she won't have anything to worry about please. I will do anything Ben ; ok ok i will Tegan ; thank u...its why i cryed it hit me this morning that yeserday was my last birthday with her . Ben ; I'm sorry Tegan : don't be sorry i don't need your pitty but if u tell anyone and i mean anyone i cryed i am again threatening u with misery. Ben : Alright ok
He carrys on driving and we get to the hospice
Man ; visiting hours are over Tegan; i really need to see my mum please i will pay 50 pounds for 10 minutes Man ; 5 minutes and don't worry about the money Tegan ; thank u...this way
He holds onto my hand and we wall up to my mums room
Tegan ; hey mama Mum ; tegan what are u doing here Tegan ; i want u to meet...ben Ben ; hi Mum ; oh god if i had knowen u guys were gonna show up I'd be dressed better Tegan: it doesn't matter ben this is my mum daisy , mum this is ben Mum ; its nice to finally meet u I've read a lot of articles on u Ben ; i don't really keep up with the media but don't believe everything. Mum ; i will believe what ever my daughter says Ben ; wouldn't do that either
I nudge him and we both start laughing
Mum ; no its been good things Bem ; really Tegan : yes it has and i am going to the toilet mum don't integrate him Mum ; no promises
I kick his butt lightly and he looks at me and i go to the bathroom and i do my business and as i was about to walk out i hear them talking and she was saying exactly what i knew she would .
Mum : take real good care of her i know u guys are new to seeing each other and its still early . But please promise me if u are around the time comes and i no longer here u will look after even if she pushes u away please promise me . Ben ; i promise i will do anything and everything i can to be there and to look after her now and for how ever long shes takes me . Mum : thank u this means so much to me meeting u and hearing u promise Ben ; i know how much theses means to ez Mum ; ez Ben ; its the nickname I've given her She has plenty for me
I walk out the bathroom
Tegan ; hope u aren't talking to much shit about me Mum ; language Tegan ; sorry Man : hey u gotta go Tegan ; we are Mum ; it was nice meeting u ben i hope to meet u again Ben ; i hope to see u again soon Tegan ; love u mum Mum ; love u too and thank u for letting me meet him i know its probably not idel him meeting a parent this early on Tegan ; its ok
I hug her
Tegan : again i love u Mum: again i love u too bye ben Ben : bye miss eze Mum ; daisy Ben ; bye daisy Tegan ; bye Mum : bye
We walk out and we go to his car
Ben : the daisy tattoo is for your mum Tegan : not so heartless after all am i Ben ; thank u for letting me to meet her Tegan ; thank u for doing this i owe u big time Ben ; shes a lot nicer then u Tegan: shes an all round better person then i am Ben ; don't say that
I pull the viewfinder down and i look in the mirror
Tegan : i can't wait to be home Ben ; my company isn't that bad Tegan : u can think bad
I pull my hair and it honestly looked like a birds nest but i needed it out my face
I push the viewfinder up
Ben ; so am i taking u home tegan; please
I lean back in my seat
Ben ; u need to come to a game soon Tegan: right i go to london this weekend after that i have a week off so i will go to what ever game u want me to . Ben : ok i will see what game i can get u tickets to
He carrys on driving and we get to mine
Tegan : thank u Ben ; have a good night ez Tegan : bye
