Chapter 19

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I just wanted to say that Ik the cover is a bit bad but I'll fix it when I finish the book!!Also, I have 4 active readers at this moment in time. I'm so proud, to you it may not seem much but those 4 people mean the world to me as no one has really read any of my books before lol, I just wanted to say thanks for reading and hope you enjoy and bc of you i'll be posting a lot more! Sorry it's a little short today!

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I sigh softly, I couldn't sleep last night, thinking only of Odette and how I wished myself to be rid of this god awful place. 


Today would be grand because of the twins birthday, so I decided to leave my room. The next queen event hadn't been a big part of my life but Zizu decided to force me out of my room for this occasion. 


I pick out a beautiful baby blue dress, the corset top part of it was sleeveless with lots of flower embroidery on it, with a large split which showed off my tits but I didn't like that part too much. The dress reached to the floor and had a HUGE skirt part to it which had the same flower embroidery to it.

 The dress reached to the floor and had a HUGE skirt part to it which had the same flower embroidery to it

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(Imagine without the sleeve part)



It was probably the most extravagant dress I had worn so far even though it was just my day dress. I was warming up to dresses slightly and I add a thin silver chain to top it off. I had tactics class with a high house teacher and had a large group meeting with the rest of the girls and Axel. No doubt he'd try to talk to me then, but I'd have to keep ignoring him. I wasn't in the right state of mind and his mother had come to warn me off a few days ago.


Zeddlo had kept his side of the deal, I hadn't seen him mistreat any of his family members but who knows what went on behind closed doors. The maids came in to braid my hair into a messy plait with small daises falling out of it. It reminded me so much of Odette that I almost had a mental breakdown in front of them. I saw a few of them whispering about the choice of dress I'd made, probably because it's much too fancy but who cares. I'd lived poor most of my life so why not use these fancy clothes and use my new way of life to its fullest potential.


After they leave my room is silent; so silent that it's deafening. I slowly gulp in some air and throw open my doors, some guards passing by jump at the sudden noise and movement and they give me crude looks.


I'm not surprised, I'd killed many people and the guilt had started to eat away at me, if I could I'd bring them all back to life. But I can't.


The past is the past and I can't change shit.


I fidget with a loose strand of brown hair, I really needed a trip to the salon, my hair was drier than the Submidiran desert. I walk into the main dining area, where a large breakfast is laid out. 


All eyes were on me as I bustled about, all of the girls were there including Ava who wore a bright pink dress with cuts in the sides showing off pale skin. The complete opposite to my tanned.


Her eyes threw a few daggers at my outfit and appearance, Axel was at the head of the table, crunching some small round fruits slowly. I walk to a seat that was near a ginger girl, but before I reach it she suddenly gets up, causing me to spin around my dress swirling beneath me and for my food to land splat on Avas head. 



The ginger girl grimaces, obviously meaning for me to fall over and embarrass myself, yet I ended up twirling like a princess in a fairytale and for the demon to get what they deserve. 


"You.. you.." Ava starts not wanting to swear in front of Axel. She had had no problem with it a while ago, o wasn't sure what had change now. 

She abruptly stands up, banging into my shoulder whispering "bitch" in my ear as she did so, she opens the great golden doors quickly and slams them loudly shut. Well, at least she got to finish her sentence! 



As I sit down to eat, a few keep staring indulging Axel. I was used to it after killing 2000+ people, barging in on The Next Queen event and trying to start a revolution which inevitably failed: I just snap, "what the fuck are you all looking at?" " have I got something on my, face?!" I declare.


No one answers.


"Well then," I say. "You can all go back to minding your own merry business." 


I eat the food quickly and exit the room, with only 3 words on my mind.



Fuck my life.

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