c'est la vie • jadon sancho

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24.1.23

well then J, listen up because its going to be a very long story

so lets go from the start

3 weeks ago my best friend Talia's tried to break up with her ex but instead he smashed up our flat. she hadn't heard a thing from him until last week, when i was out on a date (which ill explain later) she was on her way back from tescos and she saw him. and then well he stabbed her, thank god she survived, but she'd been in hospital for a while

that same day i was on a date with this guy that my parents set me up with

i know that sounds bad but my parents have a habit of telling me to make my own decsions while simultaneously pressuring me into something, and i also have a habit of not being able to say no to anyone a lot of the time, i just feel bad about saying no, and even if i say no i usually go back and say yes

so essentially i went out with him

basically he's libyan but he's so whitewashed

his actually name is hareth but he's whitewashed it to harry

he's one of them 'nice guys' if you know what i mean, he's like obviously racist and mysogynistic, and he has like so many red flags and like he just gives me the ick

so like i went on the first date, was alright but like i said too many red flags icl. but then he called me and he asked me out on a second date, i said yes because its too awkward for me to say no, i thought i would cancel last minute and stuff and yeah but me being a pussy im too scared to cancel

we went on the second date a couple days ago, it was, alright i guess

like again he just gives off too many red flags from the stuff he says, half the shit he waffles about makes no sense anyways

like he didnt even give a fuck that my best friend was in hospital, i kid you not when i told him he was like 'okay'

but yeah im obviously going to end it but its getting sticky since i think i might have gone too far into the situation

idek

and then my cousin Tuta showed up, she's like me and Talia's best friend, she lives in newcastle so we dont see her a lot actually so she stayed for a bit to make sure Talia was alright after what happened

i told her about this book actually, she said i was crazy but that it was funny which i very much agree with

funny how a small note started all this

anyways thats why ive been gone for some time, but i promise i won't forget ever again

also just to lighten up the mood i thought it would be funny to print u a meme so enjoy hehe

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26.1.23

HAHAHHHAHAA I JUST SAW THE PHOTO NOW WAY THIS IS SO FUNNY

HOW DID I NEVER SEE THIS LMFAOOOO THATS GOOD

anyways hello again H

i really wouldn't mind knowing ur name yknow

id tell u mine if u told me urs?

idk its up to u

anywyas tho

really missed u icl

i dont actually know what to say except how are you still in one piece after all that

i dont think i could if i went through all that in a week

H, i know i should probably be the last person giving out advice, but seriously, you need to speak to this Harry guy

im not sure its a good idea to stick around someone like him. you really need to stop being afraid of saying no just because your scared of hurting someones feelings

broski someone can just come and use you so badly just because you said yes

and i dont think i could if something happened to you

i know we havent met but i seriously care about you H

your constantly on my mind, just know that

oh and heres another footie meme yeah, just to brighten the mood

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—notes

damn 3 chapters in 2 days what is this

anyways im tryna make up for the fact that im going to be very busy for the next 3 weeks so you might end up with a lack of updates :/

very sorry in advance

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